HI my first Naruto fanfic. I can't decide if this should just be a one shot or a chapter thing. SO you decide just tell me what you want.

"Why was it always like this? It's not like I had a choice or anything!" I thought to myself, letting crystal clear tier drops run down my cheek and fall onto my palm.

I clutched the kunai knife I had found in one of my draws. I took a deep breath, cold air gushed into my lungs. I relaxed a slightly knowing what I was about to do next was going to hurt a little. Slowly I lowered my hand and let the knife brush against by bare flesh. The steel was agonizingly cold on my wrist. No matter how many times I cut myself it doesn't seem to get any easier. Breathing out I put pressure onto the skin, only a little not enough to brake through and let the dark red life source of the human body out. I took another deep breath, remembering all the people I once loved and cherished. I slid the knife over to the left of my wrist. Then sliding it over to the right, drawing an invisible guide line for the cut. Back to the left once again. This was it.

There was a sudden crash. The sound glass made hitting a tiled floor.

"Sasuke what the hell do you think your doing?"

I turned my head to face my blonde partner. His face reminded me of my mothers just before she was slaughtered by my elder brother. Bags of food lay at his feet. Two glass bottles were smashed the contains everywhere.

"Naruto, I was just...well."

"Sasuke, you were going to slice up your wrist, weren't you?" His stunning baby blue eyes started to drip.

I couldn't face him. I hung my head in shame closing my eyes so I wasn't able to see his perfect face covering with wet, salty tiers.

"Why Sasuke?" He stoped mid sentence, shaking his head; hand covering his mouth.

"Why would you do this to me?" He stared at me, tiers running down his already wet face.

I stabbed the Kunai knife into the bedside table I was standing over. I turned to him, barely able to contain my own emotion.

"Naruto I'm sorry I don't know what I was thinking. Please, please forgive me for everything I've ever put you through." I had stepped closer to him; now standing only 2 meters away.

"No Sasuke. Not this time."

I stood in shock.

"Why?" that was all I managed to say.

"Because it's not that simple, just to say you're sorry and expect everything to go back to normal. It's not possible."

"You're talking nonsense. It can be that simple if you just accept my apology!" I snapped at him not wanting to hear what he had to say.

I was upset. Why couldn't he just forgive me?

"Sasuke, I'm leaving. Do what ever you want to." He said in a soft velvety voice.

"Wait Naruto don't go. You can't!" I stepped forwarded making him retreat to the front door.

I chased after him just in time to have my face slammed into by a hard oak door. I fell to the floor in a daze. But the time I snapped out of it Naruto was long gone, once again leaving me in silence, my only companion; the moon and stars.

Thanks for reading means alot. I know its short but I tryed my best to make it sond sort of poetick. comment please