JadePOV

All these sleepless nights seem to run together. I don't even know what day it is anymore,my mind just can't keep track. It's her,I know it is. It has to be. Why did it have to be her? Why? I had a good thing going with Beck,well,until he decided he didn't love me anymore. That's fine,I wase'nt into him anymore anyway,never really was. He was just a good front for me. No one knew at the time that I like girls,but now everyone knows,and it's kinda nice to have it out in the open. It's just her.

Yes,the 'her' is Tori Vega. The half latina girl who got here by accident. The girl I love,just can't get the courge to tell her. I'm such a coward. I can't get her out of my mind and yet,I can't even say anything. All I do is cause her pain everyday,and she's always tring to be my friend. She's just amazing, and I can't get my mind to listen to my heart. God damn it.

Well, the sun has come up yet again. My phone says it's Friday. Well,atleast it's the weekend,and no school. Maybe I can finally ask her out. Eh,probaly not.

I get out of my bed and go to my bathroom. I turn the water on and shead my clothes. I get into the shower and let the warm water just flow over my body. It feels nice after yet another sleepless night. I wash my hair and body,getting out after I get done with everything. I get into a black dress with my favorite pair of boots. I curl the ends of my hair after drying it and put my make-up on. By the time I'm done it's time to drive to .

I grab my keys and phone, seeing I have a text message. From Tori. Oh wonderful.

Hey Jade. My car won't start and Trina is out of town for the week,and so are my parents. Can you give me a ride?

Why she asked me I don't know, but I'm kinda glad she did. I hit reply as a tiny smile plays across my face.

Sure. Be there soon.

I bearly get out the door before I get a "thank you" message.

I get in my car,a black 2011 mustang.I love this car.I back out of my driveway and drive the 15 mintune drove to Tori' I get there she's sitting outside,her head down looking at her way her hair is covering her face is just 's wearing a pair of skinnies,a tank top,a jacket and her looks stunning.I shake my head and honk my head pops up and she smiles and grabs her stuff and runs to my car.I unlock the door and open it.

"Thanks again,Jade."She smiles as she gets in.

"No problem."I say as I back out.

I really wanna tell her,I wanna ask ,I can't.I just can't.

"Um,you look nice today."I almost did I even say that?

She looks at me and blushes." do you."She says.

I can't help but smile.

"Wow,did the Jade West just smile?"She laughs.

"Oh shut it,Vega."I laugh.

She laughs to,and I smile.I love her ,she makes me smile so much,it's cheeks coudnt even make me smile this much.

The rest of the ride was pull into school and I turn off the car.

"Jade,before you get out."Tori starts.

"Yeah?"I ask.

"Um,would you,um,I don't know..."She mumbles.

"Do you wanna go have sushi maybe?"I ask for her.

She chuckles and rubs the back of her neck."How bout it?"

"Sure, me after 'll go then."I smile.

She smiles and gets out of the car.

Wow,well,that went very than I I just gotta wait for school to wonderful.