A/N: Borrowed lines from the show. Strong Language. Adult scenes.
When Robbie Roscoe was AWOL, and his mum and Tony were cooing over the twins, and Sinead was in her swanky flat pulling punters, Finn would be inside his room. He'd be online looking at girls or on his play-Station. If he wasn't texting his mates from school then sometimes he just laid on the bed, thinking about his teacher John Paul McQueen. Thinking about how fit he was. What his Teacher was doing. Wondering if John-Paul ever thought about him. Finn's fascination was his Teacher was more than just a student crush. Finn wanted nothing more than to be John Paul's teacher's pet. But John Paul always acted like he didn't have the time for him.
When Finn was a Do gooder swot in class. Finn never got any attention at School or at Home. Surprisingly John-Paul only gave Finn the time of day when Robbie Roscoe came along. Robbie Roscoe had had it in for John Paul since the minute he'd seen him. Finn joined in because Robbie was a mate, and John Paul never kicked up a fuss. Finn would look at the confusion on John-Paul's face every-time Robbie said something and smiled. In a weird way Robbie's bullying connected Finn to John Paul, Finn liked that until his teacher got too involved.
Finn had his little girl Bella when he was still a kid. His Ex's parents had resented him when he'd suggested that she get rid. Finn was told not to call and he tried writing a letter to them with Diane's help. But he wasn't sure whether they'd got it. Thanks to John Paul's help he found out were his daughter lived. Robbie was supposed to come along as support, but Robbie caused trouble. He mouthed off, and started a fight with his Ex's boyfriend.
"Thanks for nothing Rob" Finn said.
"You need to stick up for yourself Finn. Your kid's being brought up by that prick. You should be kicking off. Maybe it best if your little girl don't meet you. You're a fucking embarrassment" Robbie said.
In anger he confronted John Paul.
"You should have just stayed out of it!" Finn yelled at him one day at school. He knew John Paul would be pissed off. Finn thought about making amends, until he and Robbie caught John-Paul and Mr Lomax kissing like teenagers.
"Makes you sick don't it" Robbie asked. It did make Finn sick, but for different reasons. Mr Lomax was a two timing shite. He wasn't good enough for John Paul. Finn knew that Mr Lomax was feeding John-Paul lies to get into his pants. It pissed Finn off that John Paul was falling for it. That's why he didn't mind getting Mr Lomax's file. As Robbie began getting more kids in on the bullying, Finn didn't care, what was John Paul doing with a married man anyway?
"Is he fucking him for money?" Finn asked Robbie one school morning.
"Who the fuck cares? Teachers pay must be shit" Robbie said.
That's one of the reasons Finn wanted to take money from the safe. He was going to make a move on John Paul. Well maybe he was, he didn't know. All he knew was that he wanted fast cash and Tony had it. It was locked in a safe but Finn watched Tony long enough to learn the password number by heart. Finn took Robbie with him and thought it was gonna be a piece of cake. He didn't realise that someone else knew about the cash too.
"Shit….the money's gone" Finn said looking at the empty safe.
"Finn…you taking the piss?...Did you set me up?" Robbie asked.
"Nah it's been drilled…..fuck, let's go" Finn said. On the way back, he didn't expect a feisty pensioner to put up a fight. "What you doing? I'm not scared of you" Nana McQueen shouted. Finn didn't need John Paul's Nan in his face. He only meant to push her, but she was grabbing on to him. The police would find him. Finn Clenched his fist…..she was on the ground. He was sorry. He didn't hit girls, ever. Nevermind old women with scooters. He had his face covered and Finn thought he and Robbie were safe.
That was until Robbie got too hands on in front of John Paul. He saw the cut on Finn's hand, realised that he got a new tie from school and put and two together. It made Finn feel like crap. Seeing the disappointment in his favourite teacher's eyes. He didn't want John-Paul to think he was some kind of Granny-basher.
"That's it…I'm calling the police" John-Paul said going back to the classroom.
"Shit, you've gotta stop him" Robbie said.
"How?" Finn asked.
Look mate. You could go to prison, and I ain't going with ya. Now get in there and make sure that Queer keeps his mouth shut….go now" Robbie ordered.
Finn did as he was told. He Followed John-Paul and saw him in his classroom with his phone. He ran over and knocked the phone out of his teacher's hand.
"If you make that call my life's over" Finn said.
"All you and Robbie do is make my life hell. I tried with you Finn. Really I did. But now you've moved on to my family. You're beyond help you need to be locked up" John-Paul said.
"I don't wanna go to prison" Finn said.
"I bet you don't. Then you'd know what it was like to live your life in fear every-day" John-Paul said.
"You walk around like you're a real man Eh? Let's see how big you are when you're in the dock. You pathetic snivelling little coward" John-Paul said. Finn wasn't thinking. John-Paul reached for the phone. Finn picked up the first thing he saw and hit him with it. John-Paul fell to the floor.
"Going somewhere? I don't think so" Finn said. He kicked John-Paul in the stomach and felt turned on as he heard his teacher groan.
"You think you're so smart with your posh words and your nasty little job. "You're nothing...Nothing! It's just the two of us now McQueer and I'm gonna show you who the real man is" Finn said. He unzipped his trousers and crouched over John-Paul. He slid his trousers down and reached for John-Paul's trousers. He slid them down and lifted up his teacher's shirt. Finn hesitated, but as soon as he saw John-Paul stir, he put his fingers inside him.
John-Paul pushed himself up in alarm and Finn punched him in the ribs. It was now or never. He stroked his own dick before putting himself inside John-Paul. He never done this before with another lad. At night He'd thought about kissing John-Paul and touching him. But even in his dreams he'd never gone this far. Now he was just making up it as he went along. He wasn't sure John-Paul was awake until he'd heard him, gasping "No" and trying to claw at Finn's thighs.
But Finn just pushed him down and thrust in harder. He wasn't supposed to feel this way, but he got a power trip from having a teacher that he liked down on the floor because of him.
Did John-Paul like it as much as he did?
Finn was still hard when he pushed John-Paul away and got up.
"See ya around…..Sir" Finn said. He got his Jacket and his back and went out to see Robbie.
"It's alright he ain't saying nothing" Finn said.
"What did you do?" Robbie asked.
"Hit him" Finn said.
"Why the fuck did you do that for?" Robbie asked.
"Cause he wouldn't shut up" Finn said.
"We gotta go back" Robbie said.
"You can, I've got stuff to do" Finn said. He went home and his mum Diane had dinner on the table.
"Eat up before it gets cold" Diane said. Finn nodded and went to his room to put his bag down. He noticed a blank piece of paper and Finn wrote:
"I own Mr McQueen"
"I own Mr McQueer"
"McQueen owes me"
"I owe McQueen"
"McQueen is a fag. He liked it. He wanted it"
"Finn…Dinner, come on! Diane yelled. Finn put his pen down. He walked downstairs to his own Dinner, and wondered if McQueen was hungry for Round Two.