Why?
That one question that kept on pestering him. The question which kept him occupied. The question which kept him awake at night. The question that paralyzed him, froze him, tortured him, annoyed him, drove him mad.
The question he couldn't answer, didn't want to answer, afraid of what he might become. He never wanted to change his way of thinking. If that one event never occurred…
He shook his head. Past is the past. He couldn't allow himself to think like that.
This isn't the first time this question, or thought actually got stuck in his head. At that time he knew how to take his anger out, even if that did annoy his master. He couldn't help it: it was driving him crazy and the annoying shinigami brat didn't help him.
That guy… he was overjoyed when he found his weakness. Oh, how he loved irritating that guy with his symmetry obsession. But somehow that plan backfired: the bastard still knew how to trigger these thoughts, these hellish thoughts. That made his blood boil, that he kept on having these 'recaps' of what happened.
The image that haunted him the most were those eyes. Those fiery, spring green eyes. They glistered with fury, with determination. They captivated him, held him in their grasp. They mesmerized him. And they irritated him to make him feel this way.
"Damn you…" he clenched his fist.
Oh how he wished they never met. How he wished for the day he forgot her. But in the end, he was held captive by his own feelings.
"Maka Albarn… Why do I have to feel this way… Why the bloody hell do I love you?"
A random drabble that dawned upon me. My first posted fic for Soul Eater yaaaaaaaaaay ^^
Come on guys, there isn't enough love for GopherxMaka. Even though I really thought it would be a big hit, there weren't even drabbles about them. Thanks to MinaBlahBlahAnimeFan's fic, I got high spirited and took on the challenge. And, I did it :D
Should I write more about them? I still love KiMa but GoMa (nyeh, sounds weird) is nice too :/
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