I've been a couple of weeks at China's, while I recover from my broken leg. And during this time, I discovered some interesting things about my host.
The first is that he can be extremely considerate… I can even state that he has an 'instinct' to care for others. That's probably why he has so many younger siblings. However, his huge house is empty most of the time.
Another point is that the cheerful and effusive personality everybody knows is just one of his sides. He's always busy or celebrating something and rarely allows himself to stop. On those brief and silent moments he reveals the melancholy and wisdom on his eyes, in contrast with his otherwise young look. Is it just the solitude due to the growing distance among this siblings making his family fall apart, or all those rich colors and celebrations are there to keep away his own ghosts, from times that only he can remember? Why when he catches me watching him, he acts as if he was the one 'being rude'?
His delicate figure and his soft skin (yes, I already indulged myself touching it while he helps me to take baths) so full of scars make my desire increase meanwhile asking myself the source of this powerful presence emanating from him.
China… yes, I do want him. I always wanted, but not to be just a part of myself, a mere territory annexed forcefully and exploited, with his people1s spirit broken. I'm not saying that I wouldn't use force to have him – I wouldn't think twice before taking anyone out of my way, actually I would make sure crossing my path never cross their minds. I want to solve this ancient enigma, make him look at me only, all his smiles and tears just for me. No other hands but mines should ever touch him.
What would he do if he knew what I think while I smile to him? If he realizes that everything I do near him – even injury he's treating with so much care – is coldly calculated?
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"Yeah, like pure innocent friendship. With breasts." – blue eyes rolled.
"The breasts are a funny prank and the closest to the heart I can go without spoiling their romances. What do you think I am da ze?! And if you think like that, why you used to let me claim you if you were not interested on me da ze!"