Title: It's ALIVE!!
Summary: What if Jesse came back to life? What would happen? mrahaha ha hafta read to find out (lol j/k)
I don't know how it happened but it did. Paul told me there was a way to do it...the whole soul transference thing. Don't worry I didn't kill Paul to save—well maybe not save, but you get my drift—Jesse. Or anyone else for that matter. I was asleep dreaming about Jesse after Paul had explained how Soul transference works and something came over me. It didn't even seem like they were my dreams. It was like something was calling out to me and telling me how to give Jesse the gift of life. Not with words anyway. The message I mean. It's kind of hard to explain. All I know is that when I woke up I saw Jesse. And he looked very much alive.
I gasped and Jesse looked up at me. But I just stood—well actually sat—there and gaped at him.
I guess I looked pretty damn shocked because I had never seen Jesse so worried. "Nombre de dios Susannah, what is wrong?" he asked looking like he was about to spout some major water.
"Jesse...I..you don't know?" I managed to spit out.
He kneeled down in front of me and took my hand more gently than ever before. I could actually see a tear in his eye. "Of course not. Are you all right? Are you hurt?"
I could barely speak. "No...I...I'm fine."
Jesse visibly relaxed. "Tell me what is going on," he pleaded.
I guess he was too concerned about me to notice what had happened. "Ok," I said, regaining my voice. I had to be calm so I wouldn't freak Jesse even more out. I mean, he looked like he had just been stabbed. "Don't panic, but....I don't know...look in the mirror I guess."
Jesse looked at me curiously. Almost like I was crazy. But he stood up hesitantly giving me another look—I guess to make sure yet again that I was okay—and turned towards the mirror in my room. He looked a long time into the mirror. I guess it took a long time to soak in. He was alive. I mean, alive. After 150 years of being dead, that had to be the shock of his lifetime...well...maybe not lifetime..but well...what else would you call it?
I got up and stood beside him. I had a feeling if I didn't snap him out of his..well trance I guess, then he would never snap out of it. I waged my hand in front of his face. "Jesse," I said to him as tenderly as I could. "Are you ok?"
He looked at me—FINALLY. That's it...he just looked at me. I wasn't sure what to do. A million thoughts ran through my mind. Maybe something was wrong. Maybe there were after affects. Maybe he would leave now that he was alive. Maybe I would never see him again. Maybe he'll realize there are a million other girls out there how are ten times more better for him than I could ever be. But then...he smiled at me.
And my heart...oh my god..my heart. It flopped and then raced a million miles a second. My heart went through so much in that moment....I thought I might die of happiness. It was indescribable...oh my. My heart.
After what seemed like forever I got over my heart issues and smiled back. I did this because I knew why he was smiling. This all meant we had a chance. Most people worry about if that person is the right one for them, but we didn't even have a chance. Now...oh man...now we had a chance.
That was why he was smiling. That was why I was ecstatic. I let out a cry of happiness as I jumped into Jesse's arms. I quickly pushed him away and sat on my bed taking him with me. "Ok, are you okay? Do you feel sick or anything?"
Jesse just smiled even bigger—if that was possible. "No, I'm perfectly fine." Making me grin for all that I was worth.
"Jesse, do you know what this means?" I knew the answer, but I had to ask. I had so many thoughts; I had to let some of them out before I exploded.
Jesse grinned just as much as me and leaned in and kissed me. I don't think kisses get much better than this. I mean, I was so happy, he was very happy. He was an amazing kisser...ohh it was great. I ran my hand through his hair and Jesse started to move his hand over my neck and to my shoulder. This wasn't some peck on the cheek, we were engaged in a full on french. And I admit it, I swooned. I'm not sure if I leaned back or if Jesse leaned forward, or both, but I ended up against the bed and Jesse broke off. But only to start yet again and eventually kiss my upper neck.
"Jesse," I said. "What are we going to do? Do...do you want to stay here tonight? I mean...Father Dom is out of town for some principal business and I don't know where else you could stay..." I turned red even though I had explained myself.
I saw a slight flush come into Jesse's face. "Um..I am not sure. I do not really see any other option."
Then I thought about how much my mom would freak if she found him asleep in my room so I went to my door and locked it. Jesse raised his eyebrow at me.
I looked at him innocently. "Well...my mom would scream bloody murder if she found a guy in here that she had never met."
I smiled and then he smiled that perfect smile of his. He laid down against the bed and looked at me. I started playing with his shirt and running my hand down his chest making swirls with my fingers. It was perfect. I ended up falling asleep curled up right next to Jesse.
I woke up the next morning and thanked everyone I had ever met that it was Saturday. Jesse was running his hand up and down my back when I looked up. He smiled, "Good morning."
I took in a large breath and snuggled up so the top of my head just brushed his chin. I closed my eyes again and smiled. "Isn't it?" I whispered.
Jesse took my chin and raised it so I looked into his eyes. His dark eyes. I just sat there lost in his eyes and then he leaned in again and kissed me. It was a short kiss, but there was so much in it. It was like he was telling me everything would be all right. There was so much passion that he let out in that kiss. It was just...so much. Too much to explain in words. All I can say is that...well it definitely made me melt.
But then he started to get up from the bed. I put my hand on his broad chest to try and get him to stay. He looked at me pleadingly and I took my hand back.
"I cannot stay here all day Susannah. We have much to do."
I let out a sigh. "Yea," I admitted. "I guess we do."
A/N: dun dun dun hehe. CONSTUCTIVE criticism and/or praise welcome. R&R plz This isn't a one shot so look for more later! And if you can't wait...well...read my other stories I guess.
