Haze
Warning: Underage drinking. Yuri. Underage/Mentioned sex.
Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto.
Pairing: Kurenai/Anko
Notes: Anko is 14, Kurenai 17. Orochimaru left when Anko was 12.
Word Count: 354 (only actual Drabble)
One Drabble a Day Challenge, Date:
Haze
Sex, alcohol, drugs, killing.....they all made me forget. And than she came and I didn't need them anymore.
Ever since Orochimaru left, ever since he abandoned me here for the villager's hate and cold eyes, I'd done everything I could to escape the real world. I became cold, sadistically so. I lived off of the sensual haze I got from spilling blood and making others scream. I lived for the buzz and haze of beer and alcohol and had sex with anyone who could get me even a little cocaine. It hadn't mattered to me what happened to my body, as long as I could reach that haze where nothing hurt and I didn't have to deal with all the villager's hate.
And then Kurenai came, like a cool wind in the hot desert. After I had joined ANBU Kurenai became my partner and soon bed mate. She began to steer me away from my drugs and alcohol and life of anonymous sex, replacing my drug-induced haze with the haze of the beginning of a budding relationship. It didn't matter to me if everyone else hated me as long as my Ice Queen loved me. As long as she held me after hours of amazing sex and as long as she continued to defend our relationship to anyone and everyone who protested and looked on us with disgust.
Thanks to her, my life turned around. I learned it wasn't my fault Orochimaru betrayed Konoha...betrayed me. I learned I didn't have to bottle things up and keep them to myself. I learned I didn't need to live in a life of drug-induced haze and sell my body for the smallest amount of cocaine.
But that didn't mean I still didn't love spilling blood and hearing screams. In fact, I loved it more from over the drug-induced haze I had constantly been in.
Grinning, I allowed my eyes to trail down Kurenai's black teddy-clad form with an insane grin.
While I had loved my haze, which had been my cushion for years, I loved Kurenai more.
Much more.
So goodbye haze....and hello sex!