Sick Day

naruhina one shot

Hey people this story was not planned out. It just came to me in the middle of the night i'll explain more at the end...

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Aarraugh, another sick day. I don't know whether I hate them, or love them. When did it become so hard to decide? I used to be like any other kid who loved not having to go to school. I'd play hookey even if it meant getting out of turning in the homework I didn't even begin. But now its to hard to tell. Now I remember why I have my little problem, Its because of HIM. I met Him and I'm not in love but HE is the root of this.

I hate sick days because,

I won't get to sit near him.

I won't get to hear him talk.

I won't get to see his face.

Or joke with him.

Nor will I get to say a 'Hello' before class starts...

But there are reasons I'm glad to stay home.

I won't completely embarrassed myself.

I won't have to tilt my head up to see his face.

I won't have to worry about blushing while we stand face to face for that simple 'Hello'.

I don't have to say good-bye at the end of the end of the day.

I don't have to look at him in class and know he's taken.

Or realize that he's pulled me out of my day dream fantasy world only to tell me that, we're such amazing friend.

I don't think this list helped with anything. I don't think either out weighs each other. Does that make me neutral? Does this mean I'm never going to make up my mind? But I find that hard to believe, because I know I CAN make up my mind. Because I know what made me first fall for him, his wild blonde hair... No, no that's not it. I think it was his height, or was it his humor? Grr why is it so hard. Will it always be like this?? I really hope not. I think before I decide upon anything else I should figure out whether I like or dislike sick days. That is a good plan....

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This was a story that came to me in the middle of the night, while I was sick. I kept saying I was going to tough it out and go to school,because I wanted to laugh with him. But I quickly snapped out of it and realized I'm nothing more than a friend to him. He has a Girlfriend and it may not last forever, but knew when they broke it off I wouldn't be his next girlfriend. But my mind then had a war with it's self about the matter. So I wrote this. I realize even if he doesn't like me it won't stop me from liking him...