A/N: This is about Sean Rhimes, me OC from me other Victorious fics. Because some of me BOYK readers wanted it when I asked if they did. So this is for imsantiago and oohlookitzKutie and anyone else who liked the idea but didn't respond to the question. The peeps I mentioned did so I wrote it. Enjoy:)

DISCLAIMER: I do not own Victorious or any of it's characters. I do however own Sean.


PROLOGUE

When a child cries, they should cry and want their mother or father, shouldn't they? So why is it that he always want someone else? Someone who's never there. Because that someone doesn't exist. Because he doesn't have that someone. He does't have a loving family. Or friends who really care. He wishes he did. But he doesn't. And he has to live alone, invisible to the rest of the world. He has a family. And they hate him.

He wishes he wasn't so lonely. He wishes he had a friend. But he's the one who everyone hates. He's unpopular and he did something terrible that will haunt him forever. And he hates it.

He thought going to a new place and school would make it better. But people still didn't like him. Sure, lots of them did. But after they found out what he did they hated him. He's a horrible person. But you can't change your past. No, you can't change your past. But you can decide your future. You can hide your past, try to forget it. But it never leaves you.

He did something horrible. And he wishes he could go back and change it. Or at least forget it. That's why he came to California. To forget his past. But the memories still haunt him at night. Every night he wishes he could just wake up from the nightmare that is his subconscious. The past will haunt him. But maybe he can have some good things to come.


A/N: So tell me if I should continue or not:)

xxx

Callie