Hanamichi walked in his apartment with a heavy sigh and constant turning of
his head around. If you looked at him carefully, he seemed demoralised and
pretty uptight about something. His eyes which once showed warmth and
kindness was still there, only that there was something more, sorrow.
He moved slowly to his room after closing the door and immediately found his eyes filled with tears. 'Kaede and Hana Forever' the picture frame that stood on his bedside table. Unable to stop the pang in his heart, Hanamichi ran out of his room; their room. He turned and fell onto the white rug in front of the radio and switched it on, eager for some noise to help him stop thinking.
I don't have to tell you
what this is all about
'Cause baby half the fun is
in us figuring it all out "What's there to figure when you're gone?" Hanamichi whispered in a hushed voice. So why, you gotta asked me
what I'm doing now
Cuz don't like to question
what I still haven't found So don't turn off the lights
I don't want to be in the dark tonight
Cuz I can't read your mind
I need to know if what I'm doing is right
So don't turn off lights
So don't turn off lights " I loved you..." So tell me how we're going to get there
It's so hard to even try
But if we move together
We'll end up on the same side "I still love you." So don't turn off the lights
I don't want to be in the dark tonight
Cuz I can't read your mind
I need to know if what I'm doing is right
So don't turn off lights
So don't turn off lights If you could know what I'm feeling Would you run and where would you go?
If you want to know what I'm thinking
Then just turn on the lights and you'll know So don't turn off the lights
I don't want to be in the dark tonight
Cuz I can't read your mind
I need to know if what I'm doing is right
So don't turn off lights
So don't turn off lights ' I miss you kaede, you promised me, but you broke it. You broke everything we had. Just for basketball.'
Hanamichi felled asleep on the furry white rug, his body coiled around himself, clutching himself in the room which was fairly cool. His tears were dried on his face, leaving sticky trails of shiny liquid on his face, making him look like a fallen angel, fragile enough to break like film.
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Hanamichi edge closer to the warm body next to him and cuddled, causing the person beside him who was cover by darkness to widen the smile.
*yawns* after much movement on the bed, Hanamichi finally woke up, he blinked twice before crying out loud shouting and hitting the bed. " Yamette, please...onegai.. do not do this to me anymore. I can't take it, everyone already thinks i'm mad. Ka..kaede i beg you..don't ..don't leave me again.." his voice quivered as he was embraced in a hug.
"Ne..Kaede" Hanamichi's head looked up to his lover, "how did-" Rukawa shush him by putting his finger onto hanamichi's wet lips.
" i love you, my do ahou, thats why i will never leave you...i'll always be with you even after my death." Rukawa gave Hanamichi a soft but melting kiss to hold them together before he left.
He moved slowly to his room after closing the door and immediately found his eyes filled with tears. 'Kaede and Hana Forever' the picture frame that stood on his bedside table. Unable to stop the pang in his heart, Hanamichi ran out of his room; their room. He turned and fell onto the white rug in front of the radio and switched it on, eager for some noise to help him stop thinking.
I don't have to tell you
what this is all about
'Cause baby half the fun is
in us figuring it all out "What's there to figure when you're gone?" Hanamichi whispered in a hushed voice. So why, you gotta asked me
what I'm doing now
Cuz don't like to question
what I still haven't found So don't turn off the lights
I don't want to be in the dark tonight
Cuz I can't read your mind
I need to know if what I'm doing is right
So don't turn off lights
So don't turn off lights " I loved you..." So tell me how we're going to get there
It's so hard to even try
But if we move together
We'll end up on the same side "I still love you." So don't turn off the lights
I don't want to be in the dark tonight
Cuz I can't read your mind
I need to know if what I'm doing is right
So don't turn off lights
So don't turn off lights If you could know what I'm feeling Would you run and where would you go?
If you want to know what I'm thinking
Then just turn on the lights and you'll know So don't turn off the lights
I don't want to be in the dark tonight
Cuz I can't read your mind
I need to know if what I'm doing is right
So don't turn off lights
So don't turn off lights ' I miss you kaede, you promised me, but you broke it. You broke everything we had. Just for basketball.'
Hanamichi felled asleep on the furry white rug, his body coiled around himself, clutching himself in the room which was fairly cool. His tears were dried on his face, leaving sticky trails of shiny liquid on his face, making him look like a fallen angel, fragile enough to break like film.
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Hanamichi edge closer to the warm body next to him and cuddled, causing the person beside him who was cover by darkness to widen the smile.
*yawns* after much movement on the bed, Hanamichi finally woke up, he blinked twice before crying out loud shouting and hitting the bed. " Yamette, please...onegai.. do not do this to me anymore. I can't take it, everyone already thinks i'm mad. Ka..kaede i beg you..don't ..don't leave me again.." his voice quivered as he was embraced in a hug.
"Ne..Kaede" Hanamichi's head looked up to his lover, "how did-" Rukawa shush him by putting his finger onto hanamichi's wet lips.
" i love you, my do ahou, thats why i will never leave you...i'll always be with you even after my death." Rukawa gave Hanamichi a soft but melting kiss to hold them together before he left.