Title: It Wasn't Enough
Summary: Set after Megamix Panda. Shuichi returns from his trip. He reaches home and Yuki was nowhere in sight. He took the chance to grab his things and leave. Can Yuki stop his lover from leaving?
A/N: More or less, I'll update twice a month, depending on the time I have. If time permits, I'll try to update once a week.
Shuichi
Bad Luck Tour
Hotel Zion; Room 1607
He couldn't move. He couldn't take his eyes off the screen. As much as he wanted to turn the TV off, his body wouldn't budge. His mind kept telling him to grab the remote and turn off the television yet he couldn't; he couldn't take his eyes of his lover's body, face and expression. He kept screaming in his mind:
'No! This is rape.'
'Yuki won't allow others to use him.'
'This is against his will.'
Yet these thoughts were repelled as he saw Yuki's face drowning in pleasure as he was roughly taken by his brother and brother-in-law. He watched as his lover came multiple times and watched as his lover's spirit drift away. "Yuki… He couldn't to this to me right?" He repeated to himself. "Yuki loves me. He won't do this. This is fake," He kept saying this as if these were mantras that could wake him up from this nightmare. Yet somewhere deep inside him, a voice kept repeating,
'Have you seen him drown in pleasure like this before? Have you seen these expressions of him? He never showed it, right? Yet on that tape, he was enjoying the pleasure he's receiving from his loved ones. You can't satisfy him. You can NEVER satisfy his lust. You're not enough…'
"NO!" He screamed as he placed his hands on his ears to stop the voice. He gathered his strength to stand and plunged the television off. He called the reception area, informing them of his early check-out. After informing them, he called K to book him a flight to Japan after his concert that day.
"I booked a flight, yet how am I supposed to face him?" He asked while riding to the airport. His best friend, Hiro, was still confused as to why they were going home early. "I don't know what happened between you two but please settle this early. I can't have you staying at my place when Ayaka and I… Enjoy our time together," He laughed at his best friend's statement. "Don't worry. I won't disturb you. I'll stay in a hotel if I have to," He said while patting his best friend's shoulder.
As they reached the airport, Hiro called Ayaka to inform her of his early arrival in Japan. He could hear the laughter of his best friend and her girlfriend over the phone. 'If only I could talk to Yuki like that,' He thought. But as the name of his lover appeared on his mind, the content of the tape flashed on his mind. No matter how much he tries to forget the video, the mere thought of his lover's name makes him remember. As the plane approached its landing, Shuichi finally decided to leave his lover for good.
—X—
Yuki's Penthouse
Shuichi stared at the door of his lover's apartment. He couldn't open the door. He was scared. Scared of what he might see if he opens the door. He gathered up his courage and opened the door. He waited, waited for someone to greet him. Something did greet him. Silence.
He peeked through every door, looking for Yuki. Sighing as he found no signs of his lover, he examined the house. 'Nothing changed,' He thought. He stood up, sighing. "I guess I must pack my things before Yuki arrives," He said to himself. He grabbed a large suitcase below their bed and neatly arranged his stuff and placed it inside the suitcase. When he finished packing, he grabbed the phone and dialed the nearest hotel.
"You have reached the reception area of Hotel Diamond. If you want to request…"
Getting used to these instructions, he booked a room. He grabbed his suitcase. Before opening the door, he examined the room once more and memories flooded in. Happy memories, sad memories—memories that needs to be forgotten. He smiled to himself. He faced the door once again. This will be the last time he would step into this place. He turned the knob. The door he slowly opened came to a halt when he saw the person he least wanted to see.
"Yuki…"
TBC
This may have two to three chapters only. I'm still debating whether to break them up for good or not. Please review! Though it's short, I promise that the next chapter/s will be longer.