Everything Is Gone...

Summary: I don't know, just read...

Disclaimer: I don't own anything in this story except the poem...

Warnings: Character suicide, and it's kinda sad...

A/N: Hi! I am Lakie!!!! ::grin:: This story was just a random thing that popped into my head. I hope you enjoy it...

It's been over a year since you left me, cold and alone. You said you loved me and that you would always be there. I've been hiding behind my mask. No one sees the pain you caused, hell you don't even see it. Everytime you are with her I want to hurt you, her... myself. I'm lost in the darkness now. It's so cold here, I'm so numb. I can't feel anything anymore, except for sorrow, and guilt. Why can't you see the pain you caused? Why won't you help me out? I guess that's why I'm writing this letter to you. Tonight is the night I will break away. Tonight I will stop the pain.

Everything is gone

My light, my warmth

My feelings of love

No one cares

No one knows

So I guess I'll sit here

alone,

lost in my own little

world full of

hate and lies

sorrow and guilt

Is there any other feelings

that I could feel?

One day, I'll break free

One day, I'll find my light

I just have to hold on,

but what do I hold on to?

Nothing, everything is out

of my grasp, lost in the

black, the darkness that

has taken over my life

What do I do now, since

Everything is gone...

Never forget that I love you. I always have. You were my everything... but now you are gone... I love you Gerald and I always will...

Helga.

Gerald sat there silent tears running down his cheeks. He wiped them away and got up from his place on the chair. The old yellowish paper fluttered to the floor. It has been three years since that letter arrived on his door step and three years since Helga had killed herself.

"I love you too Helga," he whispered. "I'm sorry I ever left you."

~End~

A/N: What did you think? The poem in the story was written by me... it sucks don't it? I hope you enjoyed the fic please review and tell me what you think. Or you can talk to my on AIM... name is FucEmotions... and Yahoo is Lakiepoo89...