A/N: Hey guys! Welcome to Blaise & Seamus fan fiction time! My name is Rosie, and I hope you guys enjoy!
Seamus's POV
Seamus Finnigan was gay. He had never been with a boy or liked one boy in particular. But he just knew. He knew because when he kissed Ginny Weasley he didn't feel anything. And when Hannah Abbott kissed him he didn't feel anything. But when he just looked at Harry Potter, he felt something. Seamus didn't like Harry, but he was definitely attracted to him.
A fifteen-year-old Seamus was sort of glad he knew this. But sort of unhappy he did. Because knowing you like boys and knowing you are the only one at your school who does, can be incredibly lonely. In fact, Seamus laid in his bed at night and cried because he was so lonely. He couldn't even tell his best friend because then Dean might not be comfortable being friends anymore.
So a very lonely Seamus went about his days. He went to classes, did the work (not very well) and then looked at other boys. Dean asked Seamus if he wanted to do something after classes or on the weekend but Seamus said no and then the conversation was over. Then he ate and went straight to the dormitories to lay in bed and cry.
One day however, things went differently. Dean asked Seamus if he wanted to do something and Seamus said no but this time the conversation was not over.
"What the hell is wrong with you Seamus?!" Dean yelled.
"SSSSHHHHHHHHHH!" Madame Pince put a finger to her lips.
Taken by surprise by his sudden outburst all Seamus could do was look at him.
"You never talk to me anymore, you never do anything anymore! I'VE LOST MY BEST FRIEND!" Dean shouted.
"You," Pince pointed a finger at Dean, "Out. Now!" She gestured to the door.
This outraged Seamus. How dare Dean accuse him of being a bad best friend? Did Dean notice all the times Seamus was alone crying? Did Dean notice all the times he cried himself to sleep? Did Dean even notice all the times Seamus acted incredibly gay half the time?! Of course he didn't because Dean was Dean and all Dean cared about was Dean. But of course because Seamus was Seamus, he bottled up all that rage and swallowed it so all he said was "I'm right here Dean" in an annoyed tone.
"No shit Seamus," Dean muttered gathering his books, "no bloody shit!" and just like that, Dean stormed out of the library and just like that, Seamus was alone again.
A/N: Thanks for reading my first chapter! I honestly haven't written fanfiction in months so excuse me if this sucks! Feel free to leave feedback, I would love it if you did! There will be more chapters but anyone who reads my stories will tell you I'm not very good at updating frequently. Also if you like the Gryffindor/Slytherin thing PLEASE by all means check out my Drinny fic ;) Anyways, have a good weekend everyone!
-Rosie xoxoxo
