Hold On
bDisclaimer:/b I don't own nuthin not the people not the place not even the song!! Jeez that's kind of depressing....the song is Good Charlotte's Hold On, I love em!
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Lily Evans was sitting on her bed listening to her father yell at her sister, Petunia. She knew it would be her turn next, as well. Not that anyone would care her mother had left a few years ago.
Her room was bare, all except a small closet that held her school things. The boarding school, her father wouldn't have it any other way, she currently attends is called Hogwarts. Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry. You see Lily Evans is a witch.
As Lily was awaiting her fate, she lifted the mattress on her bed and fished around under a flap in her bedspring until she found what she was looking for. She grabbed a very small bundle of letters from her friends Gabby and Bella and one from her worst enemy, James Potter. She grabbed Potter's letter and re-read it for the hundredth time it seemed.
It was rather confusing the letter. It was from James Potter, who had to be the most egotistical enemy on the planet. He teased Lily everyday, then he pranked her every once and a while too. She threatened to go to Professor Dumbledore a couple of times; but that dreaded Potter had something to hold over her head. He knew about her father. But miraculously it seemed to stop just at the end of last year. Lily hated it, the waiting for more to come. But it never did. Then a couple of weeks ago she got a letter from James.
She read through the letter again.
Dear Lily,
Uh well I figured I had better say that I am truly sorry that I have been picking on you for all these years. And uh... sorry for holding your father over you. It must be hard having no one to love you and........ well...... just being alone for these past years.
I wanted to tell you that I am Head Boy before you get your letter, guess what you must be then......yeah Head Girl. I was hoping that we might be able to spend some more time getting to know each other before we get to Hogwarts and work together for the rest of our days there.
Uh Lily there is something I have to tell you.
This is where it got weird for her.
Uh Lily there is something I have to tell you. I, well I think that I like you. Actually I know that I like you. I have for a while. Maybe even more than a friend, that is, if you would let me. Maybe you could come and see us play. The guys and me started a band, The Marauders, what else?
In a while we will be moving into muggle London. Dad said something about getting deeper in touch with the muggles, or something. I think you just might want to know because it might affect you.
Hope to talk to you later,
James Potter
He must have been crazy when he was writing the letter or something, she thought. At that moment, a beautiful Horned Owl tapped on her window. She recognized the bird from the first time; James's owl was tapping on her window again!
She opened the window and let the owl in, took the letter from it then fed him some food from her own owl, Pea-ling's or Peas for short, food dish. She stared intently at the letter expecting it to explode and turn her hair green. But nothing happened. James's owl nudged the letter farther toward Lily and when nothing happened again, she opened it.
Dear Lily,
I hope that this finds you before I do. We move on Monday into our new home and I want to see you. And trust me I will. We will be having our new neighbors over for dinner on Tuesday. I hope you can stand my parents they ask a lot of questions.
This was getting a little random. He was hinting about something she could feel it. He knew something she didn't. the letter went on:
I sent you a muggle contraption with a new song of ours on it. I don't know what it is but Remus assured me it would work. What the heck is a CB player anyway? I hope you like it. I wrote it for you.
See you on Monday,
James Potter
She looked back in the envelope and saw something she hadn't before, a CD. She chuckled to herself over James's mistake as she put it into her boom box and pushed play. What she heard made her eyes dance and her heart cry together, in rhythm.
This world, this world is cold
but you don't, you don't have to go
you're feeling sad, you're feeling lonely
and no one seems to care
your mother's gone and your father hits you
this pain you can not bare.
but we all bleed the same way as you do
and we all have the same things to go through
hold on if you feel like letting go
hold on it gets better than you know
your days, you say they're way to long
and your nights, you can't sleep at all, hold on
and you're not sure what you're waiting for
but you don't want to no more
and you're not sure what you're looking for
but you don't want to no more
but we all bleed the same way as you do
and we all have the same things to go through
hold on if you feel like letting go
hold on it gets better than you know
don't stop looking you're one step closer
don't stop searching its not over
hold on
what are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
go ahead
what are you waiting for?
hold on if you feel like letting go
hold on it gets better than you know
don't stop looking you're one step closer
don't stop searching its not over
hold on if you feel like letting go
hold on it gets better than you know
hold on
Somehow, this song made her feel better. She finally understood that other people had problems to. She made up her mind to talk to James to see what his letters meant and if they were genuine and true. But what did 'see you on Monday' mean? She knew that this year would be different from the rest as she pushed the replay button.
SO what did you think????huh huh im contemplating if I should continue through seventh year or not. I think I might actually.....look for future chapters!!
ChicaNoche401
bDisclaimer:/b I don't own nuthin not the people not the place not even the song!! Jeez that's kind of depressing....the song is Good Charlotte's Hold On, I love em!
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Lily Evans was sitting on her bed listening to her father yell at her sister, Petunia. She knew it would be her turn next, as well. Not that anyone would care her mother had left a few years ago.
Her room was bare, all except a small closet that held her school things. The boarding school, her father wouldn't have it any other way, she currently attends is called Hogwarts. Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry. You see Lily Evans is a witch.
As Lily was awaiting her fate, she lifted the mattress on her bed and fished around under a flap in her bedspring until she found what she was looking for. She grabbed a very small bundle of letters from her friends Gabby and Bella and one from her worst enemy, James Potter. She grabbed Potter's letter and re-read it for the hundredth time it seemed.
It was rather confusing the letter. It was from James Potter, who had to be the most egotistical enemy on the planet. He teased Lily everyday, then he pranked her every once and a while too. She threatened to go to Professor Dumbledore a couple of times; but that dreaded Potter had something to hold over her head. He knew about her father. But miraculously it seemed to stop just at the end of last year. Lily hated it, the waiting for more to come. But it never did. Then a couple of weeks ago she got a letter from James.
She read through the letter again.
Dear Lily,
Uh well I figured I had better say that I am truly sorry that I have been picking on you for all these years. And uh... sorry for holding your father over you. It must be hard having no one to love you and........ well...... just being alone for these past years.
I wanted to tell you that I am Head Boy before you get your letter, guess what you must be then......yeah Head Girl. I was hoping that we might be able to spend some more time getting to know each other before we get to Hogwarts and work together for the rest of our days there.
Uh Lily there is something I have to tell you.
This is where it got weird for her.
Uh Lily there is something I have to tell you. I, well I think that I like you. Actually I know that I like you. I have for a while. Maybe even more than a friend, that is, if you would let me. Maybe you could come and see us play. The guys and me started a band, The Marauders, what else?
In a while we will be moving into muggle London. Dad said something about getting deeper in touch with the muggles, or something. I think you just might want to know because it might affect you.
Hope to talk to you later,
James Potter
He must have been crazy when he was writing the letter or something, she thought. At that moment, a beautiful Horned Owl tapped on her window. She recognized the bird from the first time; James's owl was tapping on her window again!
She opened the window and let the owl in, took the letter from it then fed him some food from her own owl, Pea-ling's or Peas for short, food dish. She stared intently at the letter expecting it to explode and turn her hair green. But nothing happened. James's owl nudged the letter farther toward Lily and when nothing happened again, she opened it.
Dear Lily,
I hope that this finds you before I do. We move on Monday into our new home and I want to see you. And trust me I will. We will be having our new neighbors over for dinner on Tuesday. I hope you can stand my parents they ask a lot of questions.
This was getting a little random. He was hinting about something she could feel it. He knew something she didn't. the letter went on:
I sent you a muggle contraption with a new song of ours on it. I don't know what it is but Remus assured me it would work. What the heck is a CB player anyway? I hope you like it. I wrote it for you.
See you on Monday,
James Potter
She looked back in the envelope and saw something she hadn't before, a CD. She chuckled to herself over James's mistake as she put it into her boom box and pushed play. What she heard made her eyes dance and her heart cry together, in rhythm.
This world, this world is cold
but you don't, you don't have to go
you're feeling sad, you're feeling lonely
and no one seems to care
your mother's gone and your father hits you
this pain you can not bare.
but we all bleed the same way as you do
and we all have the same things to go through
hold on if you feel like letting go
hold on it gets better than you know
your days, you say they're way to long
and your nights, you can't sleep at all, hold on
and you're not sure what you're waiting for
but you don't want to no more
and you're not sure what you're looking for
but you don't want to no more
but we all bleed the same way as you do
and we all have the same things to go through
hold on if you feel like letting go
hold on it gets better than you know
don't stop looking you're one step closer
don't stop searching its not over
hold on
what are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
go ahead
what are you waiting for?
hold on if you feel like letting go
hold on it gets better than you know
don't stop looking you're one step closer
don't stop searching its not over
hold on if you feel like letting go
hold on it gets better than you know
hold on
Somehow, this song made her feel better. She finally understood that other people had problems to. She made up her mind to talk to James to see what his letters meant and if they were genuine and true. But what did 'see you on Monday' mean? She knew that this year would be different from the rest as she pushed the replay button.
SO what did you think????huh huh im contemplating if I should continue through seventh year or not. I think I might actually.....look for future chapters!!
ChicaNoche401