Ok so...this is my first fanfic ever...seriously and it is dedicated to my dear friend Ava Elizabeth Worthington (she is my bestie and she begged me to write it for her...so yea ^^")

Chapter 1

I sit in my bed, trying to think of what just happened. I have just been introduced into a new world. A world filled with vampires and werewolves, a world where soon I am to be a vampire. Live forever as an ice-cold creature of the night, sparkly in the sun. Worst of all barren for eternity, never have children of my own. My father left when I was a child, all I had was my mother but even she left me. She died of cancer two week ago, we have lived in Alaska for while and Doctor Carlisle Cullen was our family doctor, he has been for the last 112 years. No one bothered to mention that minor detail until an hour ago after my mothers' funeral. They brought me to their home; Doctor Carlisle told me mothers' dying words. Please protect her. I want you to look after her, treat her as if she is part of your family. Make her one of you. At first, I was confused what she meant by 'make her one of you' but then I found out that they are all vampires and no one bothered to tell me until now. My family has been connected with them for over a hundred years and they just now decide to tell me what they are. All these years I thought the older ones were my best friends, my only friends and they have kept the biggest secret from me for 17 years. Seventeen years, they have always looked the same. Never grew a day older. Why did I not notice before? I bury my face in my small, thin hands. My gross thin hands that went with my grossly thin self. Maybe turning into a vampire will not be so bad, at least I will be as gorgeous as the rest. No, even then I will be the ugly girl with the thick black curly hair, big brown eyes, small nose, small thin limbs and plainest face in the history of plain faces. I hear a soft knock on the thick wooden door.

"Come in," I barely whisper. My voice hurt from the hours of wailing at my mothers' funeral. The only person who has been there my whole life is gone. I am alone now. I look under my eyelids to see Emmett walk in with a small sad smile on his face. I groan. "If you are going to say one of your perverted jokes to make me laugh like you used to, think again."

"Alice warned me that if I say one that I will regret it in the long run." He laughed slightly at this. "Edward has told us what you have been thinking of yourself." I groaned once more, the little devil. I forgot he has the power to read other people's thoughts. 'Damn you Edward, I hate you' I think it with extra venom. "Ava, you need to stop thinking these things. You are not ugly and you are definitely not alone. You have grown up around us since you were a baby. Rosalie has treated you like her own child and she was very happy of that, Alice too and Esme as well. Moreover, I cannot deny it; there were times where Edward, Jasper, Carlisle and I have thought of you as our very own daughter. It was great that we had a little human girl to look after, a very strong beautiful human girl." He patted my head with his large strong hands that could smash down anything in less than a second. Another knock sounded at the door and in came the rest. Rosalie the beautiful, Edward the smart, Alice the sweet faerie, and Jasper the man of few words…few funny amusing words. They all piled before my bed. I tilted my head slightly, hiding a smile from coming onto my face. "…well it seems as if the rest of the family could not help but eavesdrop." Emmett laughs at his own little joke.

"Oh sweetie," Alice comes toward me. "You know we love you and that no matter what, we are always to be together." She is now lying beside me. Rosalie comes to my other side and takes me in her arms. I rest my head against her chest as she strokes my messy thick hair.

"And you are a very beautiful girl," Rosalie says still holding me tight.

"Wow, Rose called another girl beautiful…" Jasper says with a small laugh. I sit there stunned.

"Plus Emmett is right, surprisingly. You are strong," says Edward. He has a smirk. "Remember that time when you were 13 and Emmett challenged you to an arm wrestling contest?" I nod my head slowly, still lying against Rosalie. "Well at first he was letting you win but then he really tried hard to win against you and lost." He smiled smugly as if it he was the one who beat Emmett in that match. My hand was sore for a month after that and it hurt to even write with it so whenever he asked for a rematch I had to decline not wanting a sore hand again. Edward laughed. I felt Alice's pixie arm nudge me in the side.

"Come on Ava, smile," a large smile already on her face. "It is the best medicine for depression. Smile just once Ava. You look so beautiful when you smile." Now everyone, including Rosalie started to chant, 'Smile Ava, smile.' Unwillingly a smile spread across my face and they clapped and acted as if it was the biggest triumph ever. I ended up laughing even more at this.

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"Ava!" Alice's musical voice floated through the house, hitting me with full force making me 'wake up' with a jolt nearly making me fall off the bed and hit the ground had it not been for Jasper catching me.

"Oh good morning Jasper," I say a little flustered. I see that he is smirking looking down at my little revealing nightgown before looking at me, straightening me up. He looks at my bed and sees the human child I have been seeing.

"I see that you had some fun Ava," his voice was to sound cold but turned into somewhat of a laugh. "I am guessing you are ending the relationship then?" I nod my head. I always have fun dating the human boys but I could never stay with one too long. I have learned from Edwards' mistake with Bella in Forks, Washington. Now we are living in the busiest city in America, New York; filled with ignorant people and exciting boys. "Now Ava, be careful. You cannot keep breaking these boys' hearts."

"Awe Jazz, are you getting jealous?" I say shamelessly, tracing my finger up his arm until I meet the fabric of his shirt. "You know you are the only man in my life." I lean up against him before bursting out laughing. I saw a small smile come to play on his face.

"Now now Ava, you know I am married to Alice," he pulled me to him with one arm around my waist. He whispered softly in my ear. "But you know that I have loved you since the minute I saw you lying in that hospitals crib." He kissed me on the cheek before leaving me there breathless. I stared at the boy as he moved slightly in the bed, I imagined Jasper there instead. The beautiful god with the golden honey hair and topaz eyes. Oh, the fun we had the night before and then waking up in each other arms. Fantasies, silly fantasies of the hormonal girl who looked only to be 17. It has been 15 years since my mother passed on, 15 years since I turned into a creature of the night. The human boy is now waking so I quickly walk out of the room not wanting him to see me, always keep myself a mystery; I smile at my last comment. I walk down the stairs, down the hallway and into the kitchen. Emmett smiled like an idiot before letting out a low whistle. I roll my eyes.

"Down boy," I say with a smirk knowing how much he hated it when I referred to him as a dog. He let out a growl before swirling me into one of his bear hugs. I let out a squeal of laughter. "Emmett!" He was the best big brother any sibling could ask for. He gave me a cold kiss on my head before letting me go. Since I had brought company over, Esme was cooking breakfast so that we could look like a normal family. I went over and gave her a hug.

"Good morning love," she said before getting back to cooking.

"Morning mom," I say simply. It took awhile for me to start calling Esme and Carlisle my mother and father but soon I excepted them and was happy that they were my adopted parents instead some other people. They were there for me when things were the darkest. Edward came in and ruffled is brown auburn hair with yawn. I tilted my head, raising an eyebrow. When did he ever act tired and that is when I saw my shirtless human boy coming into the kitchen slowly. I smile. "Hey, good morning," I gave him a hug and a peck on the cheek. He hugged me close at the hips and whispered in my ear, "I had a great time last night." I saw Edward, Emmett, and Esme smirk. I knew they were thinking something along the lines of 'sounded like you guys had a great time last night.' Edward nodded his head slightly and if I still had blood flowing through me, I knew I would be blushing bright red. I push out of his grasp.

"Um go get ready, we are going to be leaving for school soon." He left with giving my forehead a kiss. Once we all knew he was up the stairs and out of earshot those three let out the laughs they have been keeping inside this whole time. I smacked Edward and Emmett on the back of the head. "Shut up."

"Well you did sound like you had A LOT of fun last night," he said, as his smirk got bigger. Edward patted my head, "Our baby sister is definitely growing up." I snorted at this.

"Well I am 32…you know what I should not have to explain to you two idiots that I am allowed to have sex with boys!" I knew that I would definitely be blushing if I were a normal human. Emmett howled with laughter. Jasper just happened to walk in.

"Ava your boyfriend seemed to have gotten lost." He said casually, now Edward joined Emmett in the howls of laughter. Flustered I gave them each a glare and walked off. "What is up with her?" I heard Jasper ask as I stomped up the steps to the second floor.

More laughter before Emmett regained control and said, "My somewhat daughter just said she's old enough to have sex and not explain herself to us." He sounded sad at the last part. I shook my head and continued down the hall to my room.

Jasper's P.O.V

I could feel the sadness emit from Emmett as he said the last few words. He gave me a look telling me that I should not mess with his emotions now. I nodded my head understanding. When Ava was born, we all were rather excited, more than usual. I mean we were there when her mother was born but Ava's birth was different. Rosalie and Emmett, well all of us but especially Rosalie felt like her parent. She always watched out for Ava, it created a great bond between them. That is why it was Rosalie who turned Ava, who sat with her for those painful three days, who always went hunting with her, who frowns as a mother does when Ava brings home another one of her boy toys. I always feel anger from Emmett when Ava brings one of them home. Then the noises at night do not help how every male in the family wants to tear off the boys' head for touching Ava like that. There were times when I heard Emmett argue with Rosalie who was trying her best to keep her husband far away from Ava's room, of course, even though these were quiet arguments the noises from Ava's room would stop and I could hear her explaining to the guy that she is tired and go to 'sleep.' I could feel the guilt roll off her and hit with me great force; I cringe. I knew she hated hurting us after all we have done for her and I hate that we are keeping her on such a short leash but I could not help but hate every man that walked through that door hugging her to his hips. She is mine; she is ours but specifically mine. When she was born, she was my singer. Her blood sang out my name. Even when she became one of us, her scent still calls out my name. I wanted her, needed her but I have Alice. We have been together for so long that I could not forget all the things we did together and all the great times we had so I had to forget about Ava. Nevertheless, I could not.

"Ahh! James! Stop!" giggled Ava from stop the stairs. I heard her smack his hand. "No, my brothers will murder you!" she added with a hushed tone. Emmett growled but I quickly made him calm not wanting him to tear the guys head off and then we would no way to explain what happened to the police. The two 'love birds' walked into the kitchen, his hands around her petite waist. I clenched my hands telling them not to rip those off; he is going to need them…or at least that was my explanation to myself. Ava could feel the murderous glares we gave her boyfriend. "Um James and I have decided to go out and eat breakfast before school starts." She was pushing him out leaning up against that lean body of his.

"How about if Jasper and I accompany you two?" Edward asked. "I am sure mother will not mind and plus we need to get to school too so…"

"Of course we do not mind," James said a bit too enthusiastically. Ava scowled at Edward but looked at me for help. I shrugged my shoulders. Her face fell.

"Come on, let us go then?" I took my bag and hung it from my shoulder before pulling Ava by the wrist away from James. Edward put a hand on his shoulder and those two walked to the door. I looked at Ava; she must have straightened out her thick black hair since it is normally curly. She was wearing a red and black striped shirt that had a red and black heart on the corner of the shirt, blue skinny jeans tucked into her high-heeled black books. I frowned at her. "Where is your scarf and jacket?"

"Jeez you sound like Rosalie," she sighed. She pointed at the little coat hanger thing we had near the front door. The thick black and white checkered coat I bought for her one Christmas hung there along with a matching scarf. Her school bag near the door. She put on her coat and scarf before taking out the little white fuzzy hat Alice got her for her 10th birthday. I saw her smile. "You still remember all that stuff?" I forgot that she had similar powers like Edward but not only that, but she could control people minds, along with control all elements. Most powerful girl I have ever met yet. "Jasper you are giving me too much credit." It is the truth love. She laughed. A force of great jealousy hit me. I did not need to look back to see it belonged to James. The stupid footballs quarterback James. I felt a small hand punch me in the stomach.

"Owe," I say dumbly rubbing my side with one hand. Ava gave me the, be nice look I hated so much. I put my hands up as if I was surrendering. "Okay I am sorry." Not. She punched me again before pushing me out the thick oak door. We shared a small laugh before I saw James come up behind her hugging her to his waist again. Jealous much? Ava threw me another look before she tackled him with a couple kisses. They laughed as he raced her to his old silver Chevy. It has lost its shine over the decades. He purposely ran behind her, wanting her to win. I shook my head, only if he knew. I saw him push her up against the truck before going in for a full make-out session. I growled. Edward coughed loudly. They turned to look at him.

"Sorry! Just swallowed some of my own spit there and you know choked a bit," he is walking to the truck laughing nervously. I saw Ava roll her eyes not believing the lie but James got off her and walked to the driver's side. She was about to sit in the passenger's seat but Edward got there first. "Hope you do not mind, I am just fascinated by these big trucks." Ava tapped her foot impatiently before climbing into the back seat next to me. James got in and noticed the tension. We were quiet the whole ride there.

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I had all my classes with Ava, James did not. Good for Ava since she just broke up with him ten minutes before class started. James was furious but more hurt than anything else. She told him that she is not his type of girl; he needed someone who was not afraid of long-term relationship (absolute bull), someone who would return his love (kiss my ass), someone who is sweet, funny like him (oh please), someone who does not mind such a smart person (Him? Smart? Please Ava do not make me die laughing…oh wait forgot I am a vampire I cannot die from laughter), and someone who would always be there (bite me love). He seemed to feel a tad bit better after saying all this, as if she never was those things. As if he just noticed all those invisible flaws. We sat next to each other in Chemistry.

"Thank you Jasper for those side comments," she said after the teacher assigned an experiment to do.

"You are most welcome love," I say pouring in some of the horrid smelling stuff with some even more horrid smelling stuff making something that burned my nose.

"Stop breathing Jazz," she rolled her eyes. I could tell she was holding her breath so I decide to do that same. The teacher walks by and comments on how excellent we are doing on the little experiment. We gave him fake smiles as he passed by. Ava leaned into me and rested her head on my shoulder. "How many times have we done this experiment?" She barely whispered closing her eyes, acting as if she were tired.

"I have lost count," I say filling out the little worksheet that was handed out with ease. Hers already completed; filled with her elegant handwriting.

"Jazz you think too much of me, what would Alice say?" she giggled. I think of some naughty things that I would do to her if she were mine for one night. "Oh Jazzy, that is very, very naughty of you. What will Alice say when I tell her that you have such fantasies of me?" We laugh. The bell rings and we get up, hand in our worksheet and head out the door before anyone else got out of their seat. We walked side by side to our next class. Everyone stared at us. Girls and boys self-esteem lowered, and glares were sent. Glares of pure jealousy. Ava took my arm in hers and we walked down the halls like a pair of models, confidently with smirks that made them all the more jealous. Edward soon joined us and was on the other side of Ava, arms linked too. Edward is in History with us, our next class. We walked in before anyone else and sat in the back near the window. Ava took the window seat while I took the one next to her and Edward sat in front of her. He faced us as we talked quietly amongst ourselves waiting for class to start.

"Seriously Jazz, I thought Emmett was the true pervert in our family but after those images of you and Ava," he shuddered violently. Ava and I laugh quietly.

"Well then, stay out of my head you little devil," I smirked at him. Ava could not stop giggling for a few minutes making me smile. I loved it when she had her laughing fits; they are so cute.

"You too Ava, our little fantasies," he shuddered. "Like the moans at night don't already keep me awake."

"Like you go to sleep vampire," she replied with a glare. "Plus I warned you to stay out of my mind." I saw her look at me and wink. We burst out in laughter as Edward just scowled at us before looking at the front of the room. Ms. Bringender gave Ava and me a glare before she turned to the chalkboard to write some dates. Ah exciting we are talking about the civil war. I saw Ava glance at me before turning her attention back to the chalkboard. I small piece of white paper neatly folded flew onto my desk. I open it and smile.

Would you look at that! Something you were a part of! LOL XD

I quickly scribble something on it and pass it back.

Yes, that is why I am going to zone out for the rest of class. Tell me when she assigns us the homework.

Like hell, I will. When do I pay attention to class anymore?

Oh fine, I guess we can get it from Edward then. So how are you, love?

Great, I feel bad for dumping James but right now, he is thinking of ways to get to the head cheerleader.

Eh, I was never fond of him. It is a good thing you dumped him, love.

You are never are fond of any of the guys I date!

Yes, well it is for your own good. I know you are 32 but we cannot help but hate every guy that touches you in those ways. You are still our baby.

Yea well, this baby has urges that need to be pleased so I am sorry but those guys are the only ones who can please those urges.

…okay that was too much information that I did not need to know.

Yes daddy. XD

Hahahahahahaha – no

: P Anyways, you going to the winter formal with anyone?

I was planning on going with Alice but she cannot come since her, Edward and Carlisle will be out on a trip.

Oh right…awe me sorries Jasper.

It is okay. You want to go with me instead.

Oh so I am the last resort?

No, Rosalie is my last resort.

I feel so much better.

I know you do, love.

Bite me.

Do not tempt me.

Bite me Major Jasper Whitlock. I dare you to.

I lean over quickly and bite her lightly on the neck leaving a small mark. I can feel her shudder under my cold touch.

Happy?

Not the least.

I smirk. Well will you come to the dance with me or not?

Well if you insist, I guess I will have to go with you.

Good. Just one thing.

What is that?

You had better look damn sexy for it.

Of course, I expect something in return.

Oh, and what is that?

Sex.

The bell rings and I nearly fall out of my seat. Edward and Ava already at the door arm in arm. Ava looks at me and winks before walking out. Edward shook his head and smirk ever so slightly. I tuck the note in my jacket and follow them out and soon I am by Ava's side, arm in arm. Once Edward leaves for his last class before lunch, I lean into Ava and whisper, my lips against her ear. "Of course we are going to have to do it somewhere extremely private and lock all doors and cover all windows before we turn into out animalistic selves…love." I place a soft cold kiss on that little soft spot under her ear lobe. She sighed contently.

"You better not be playing with me Jasper," she whispered fiercely. I chuckled.

"Never," I softly whisper as we walked into our art class.

Ava's P.O.V

Finally, art class is over and all I was able to draw was Jasper. He took a look.

"Where are my muscles?" I frowned.

"Conceited much Jazz?"

He flashed me a smile as we walk out after I hand in my drawing. "Of course not, you are confusing me up with Emmett." We walked onward to lunch arm in arm. Every girl glared at me. I ignored them as I went to the lunch to wait with Jasper. He shooed me off telling me he will get me a tray. I went over and sat with Edward. I could see guilt written all over his face.

"You should tell him Edward, it will be healthy to get it off your chest." I say putting my bag against the wall behind our table. He shook his head.

I try but I always end up chickening out.

Well do not expect me to tell Jasper. Not my place to butt in.

Nevertheless, you are the one who discovered us first; you have to tell him about me-

A tray of food appeared in front of me as Jasper sat next to me. I saw that he was thinking of some dirty images of tearing off my dress for the winter formal before making some sweet love to me. I smiled as I saw Edward cringe in horror. He shut his eyes.

"Oh god Jasper, stop. Your mind is filthier than Emmett's now."

"Oh come on Edward, I am just playing with you. At least I do not act on mine unlike Emmett. Of course one night I might." He winked at me.

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.....i know it sucked.........but reviews on how to make it better would be so nice. I'd praise you as my savior if you tell me everything I did wrong