A/N: So, sorry this isn't much. I wrote this a while ago, and have a lot more written actually. I'll post if people want.. which I hope you do?! Review, pm me, whatever! x
Oh. My. GOD. Today, I realized something huge. How could I have not seen it before? Or maybe I just never wanted to admit it.. Either way, I've realized how much I really like her. How much I really, REALLY like her. I don't know how or why she makes me feel like this. Every time I see her, butterflies. Every time I 'accidentally' bump into her, butterflies. Every single time she sings in glee, more butterflies! God, it makes me want her to myself. And so, I'll try. One day, Rachel Berry will be mine.
Quinn closed her journal and put the lock back on it. That would be her millionth time reading that entry from three months ago. After that day, she hadn't written anything else. She was waiting to get Rachel so she could write about them. As a couple. She secured the lock and put it in a shoe box.. And then in the back of her closet. There, it'll be safe.
Ever since Quinn moved back home after getting pregnant and being kicked out, her mother, Judy, told her to keep a journal. Just to have somewhere to keep her thoughts, private and safe. When she gave birth to Beth, she started to close off the rest of the word, until she started writing her thoughts down. She realized what a bitch she use to be and decided it was time for a change.
When she realized what a repressed bitch she was, she genuinely wanted to change. And she took that change seriously. She apologized to everyone she'd every slushied or made fun of at McKinley High. She dropped the superficial barbie act and started being herself. She was happier and made more friends. One of those friends was Rachel.
Of course everybody was shocked to see the school's HBIC with the biggest glee dork, but Quinn had changed. She changed for the better and became best friends with Rachel. And she never once thought about the possibility of liking her. Not in that way, anyway. But of course, life is full of surprises, this one being Rachel. Who knew how sweet, funny, and down to earth this girl is? And now, Quinn was falling for all of that. She was falling for Rachel Berry. But what should she do? How could she even tell the girl about her feelings?
Quinn and Rachel had become close friends over the past year. Rachel helped her get through the aftermath of Beth's birth and Quinn was a friend to Rachel. It was perfect. They were so different; they balanced each other out. Rachel calmed Quinn down when she was getting mad or upset. Quinn helped Rachel let go of the need to be in the spot light all the time. That one was hard, but it has definitely improved.
Quinn came home from school one day in an exceedingly good mood. But of course she'd be in a good mood; her last class was glee, and glee meant Rachel. Just being around her made her day amazing.. Amazing is what she'll be needing after today.
Quinn walked into her living room to find her parents sitting together, not saying a word. She felt the tension as soon as she walked in. Judy and Russel just sat there in silence. The tv was off, dinner wasn't cooking, and are Judy's eyes red and puffy? This can't be good.
"What happened?" Quinn asked cautiously as she walked further in the room.
"Sit down," Russel replied coldly. Yeah, this definately can't be good.