People blame me for

All the misery I caused

Erik.

Yet you must understand I was only a teenager.

I was scared and frightened. Not only of his face but of his mental state.

He locked me in a cage and made me lose my mind.

You think I don't feel guilty

Of killing the man that basically worshiped

The ground I walked on.

Do you think that I don't deserve happiness?

We all know that if I was sad in his home then he would be upset

Very upset.

He was my teacher my angel of music.

I loved him just not the way you fans want.

Don't you think my life was sad enough?

Having to give up my angel.

To make such an important choice.

Think closely and clearly.

Focus on Erik not Lerik, Kerik, or Gerik.

Who would you have honestly chosen?