Dear.. Mark
Life is always taking away our precious things.. the dearest things to our hearts, the most important .. do always disappear.. it never occupied one or two things, no.. but everything.. it takes our dreams, our love, or even our lives, nothing stay in our hands in the end, everything vanish, and even the hopes we make, doesn't go the way we need..
But to think about you, the one who hold my destiny in his hand, I'm happy that you do.. but I do not as well, why its me, why is not it someone else, I wish you chose someone else, someone who never had a heart, maybe they can bear the harsh life you make me live in, at the beginning everything seemed lovely and funny, but it didn't least for so long, everything lost its color, all the love music lost its sounds, all the flowers lost its beauty, and all this life lost its liveliness, everything is fading away as I feel your presence, all the doors of lights closes its path on my face leaving me suffer around you, where are all the feelings I had before, the feeling of your kiss, the feeling of your whispers, the feeling of you staring, the feeling of your breaths, and all that happened before, I can never have them again no more.
You know .. mark, I cant take it anymore.. your love.. its out of my reach, please.. stay away from me, there are so many other guys out there who dreams of you .. and you will have a happier life with them, as they will give you whole the attention you want, whole the time you need, whole the happiness you missed with me, whole the love you deserve
i never worth you
I never can fulfill my duty as a lover
I never have the right to keep you for myself
I'll be selfish by haunting you like that
I wish you go free
Your appearance reminds me of my crime, I should let go, please do it, I want to live in piece, just let everything slide, if you don't want to, I beg you even more, do it for my sake. That's my last wish..
Forget that you knew someone called *Dylan*
You always deserve someone better than me
*end of letter*
He held the paper by his left hand, strongly.. Grinning angrily, there when he took out his mobile and pressed some random numbers.
Beeb .. beeb.. beeb.. beeb.. beb beb beb *closed it angrily*
"DAMMIT" and he threw his mobile to hit the ground, and then a moment of silence wrapped the living room
Tears fell down his cheeks, drawing a line of sadness, screaming its pain with no sound, sobbing its feelings with no movement, whispering its wounds with no words.
*sighs* then he smirked
"that's right Dylan.. Life does always take away our precious things"
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My first MarkXDylan .. I know its awkward.. hehe.. but that what my fingers pressed out of my angriness and sadness just now..
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