A/N: This is the sequel to my other fic here without you. It isn't completely planned out yet but I decided to start anyway because my experience from the last one showed me that if I make a complete plan I change it anyway. You don't have to read the first fic for this one to make sense but it might help and I would like you to read it anyway .

Disclaimer: Doesn't everyone just love these things? Every chapter you get to face up to the depressing fact that the characters don't belong to you and you aren't a millionaire. Fabulous.

Chapter 1

"What if he says no?"

"What if he says yes?"

"He can't say no if I don't ask."

"But if you don't ask he can't say yes either.

Sirius brushed his dark hair out of his face and continued pacing around the kitchen of 12 Grimmauld Place. Remus sat on a chair by the table watching him with a half-amused, half-exasperated look on his face. They had been having the same conversation repeatedly over the last few weeks and although it was quite funny watching his friend getting so worked up the entertainment was slowly beginning to ware off.

"Sirius is you don't make up you mind and shut up about this soon I swear I am going to…"

Sirius never found out what Remus would do because at that moment the kitchen door opened and Remus stopped speaking mid-sentence. Sirius turned round to see Harry standing at the door looking at Remus.

"What are you going to do Remus?"

"He's not going to do anything, have some toast." Sirius sat down and pointed at the toast, hurriedly trying to close the subject.

For a moment it looked as if Harry wasn't going to drop it but luckily for Sirius he just rolled his eyes and muttered something before walking over to the table and leaning over Sirius to get some toast.

"Hermione's coming round later so you might want to get dressed some time today."

Sirius pouted.

"Do I have to?"

He was wearing a pair of pyjama bottoms and no shirt.

Harry laughed at Sirius' pout.

"Yes you do. Sorry."

He bent over and kissed Sirius gently on his lips. Sirius leant towards him and tried to deepen the kiss but Harry straightened up and smiled and walked upstairs to get ready. Sirius watched him walk away before turning back to a smirking Remus.

"I'm going to ask him.

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Harry wandered around the room he shared with Sirius swaying to the music blasting from the radio. That was the third time he'd felt like he had walked in on something he wasn't meant to hear and he was beginning to get a bit worried. Sirius could never usually keep his mouth shut about anything for more than a day.

He sat on the bed and looked at the photo of him and Sirius on the wardrobe. It had been taken just after they got together. They were throwing snow at each other and laughing. It was his favourite photo because it was one of the first times he could remember being truly happy. He was always happy with Sirius.

He was so lost in his thoughts he didn't notice Hermione open the door.

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Sirius had told Harry and Hermione that he needed to go and get something so the two of them went to the leaky cauldron to talk and get a drink. Harry told Hermione about walking in on Remus' and Sirius' talking that morning.

"I'm sure it's nothing to worry about Harry. Sirius loves you. If there was anything important that you needed to know he would tell you."

"Yeah I guess."

They finished of their drinks and apparated back to Grimmauld Place where they found a very nervous looking Sirius waiting for them.

"Harry I er… I need to talk to you about something."

Hermione looked at Harry concerned. Maybe he had been right to worry.

"Ok, I'll leave you two now. See you soon Harry. Bye Sirius."

She left and Harry and Sirius were left alone.

"What did you want to talk about?"

"Oh right well… It's just, I've been thinking, about us and stuff, and I was wondering… I mean only if you want to of course, if you don't that's fine, really, but urm…"

Harry looked at Sirius questioningly.

"Yes?"

"I'm not doing very well here am I? I'll start again… Harry, I love you and what I'm trying to say is… again, only if you want to,"

"Only if I want to what?"

Sirius took a deep breath.

"Will you marry me?"

Harry stared at him in complete shock for a moment before flinging his arms around Sirius.

"Yes. I would love to marry you."

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A/N: Well there you go. First chapter. It's kind of like a prologue. Please review!