Shir ; Hello! This is my first fanfiction that is pokemon with preciousmetalshipping!

So please don't flame me if their OOC or anything! And this idea was in my mind for awhile and i decided to share it to you all ! Enjoy

Warnings ;YAOI YAOI YAOI YAOI YAOI ALERT. Boy x Boy. Don't like than just scam.

Pairings ; Gold x Silver , Red x Green , Morty x Falkner and Ruby x Sapphire so far.

~Gold POV~

I ran and ran , across the bushes and avoiding the branches. I saw a bright light from where i was , i ran and came to a halt when i reached the light.
I looked behind myself , to make sure he wasn't following me. I walked towards an oak tree and sat down underneath the branches.

I panted , trying to calm down. My heart was beating fast , beating near my ribs like ready to pop out. After i calmed down , Tears starting running down my cheeks and off my chin to the grassy ground wetting it.

''W-why doesn't S-silver l-love me ... why doesn't he love m-me? Why did i even t-try if he didn't love m-me...'' I spoke under my breath as i cried.

It hurt so bad , it hurt so bad.. i folded my hands around my legs and buried my head inbetween and cried continuously.

I loved Silver , i really loved him. So what if we were both guys? So what if we were gay? So what ?

I still loved him , why didn't Silver admit that he loved me?

I gave him all the time in the world to sort out his feelings , i loved him since we were kids. I loved him when we first met at newbark town.

I loved him since he lit up my world.

So why wouldn't he love me back? He didn't even give me a kiss , not even a hug.

Why did god give me such a horrible life?

~Silver POV~

I stood still for a few seconds before it came to me.

Gold ran away.

Than i panicked.

Than it came to me i hurt gold.

I hurt his feelings.

My body tensed as i remembered how i always treated Gold , i would push him away as i was embarrassed.

I never meant to hurt his feelings , and i didn't want him to run away.

''I hope it's not too late'' i mumbled as I ran after Gold.

~Flashback~

It was morning , the sunlight was literally shining on my shoulder length long red hair. I groaned and wanted to go back to sleep until i heard a knock on my door.

''Who is it?''

''...It's Gold''

I immediately got off my bed and opened the door , a bit confused at why Gold was at my door 10 am in the morning.

I opened the door , revealing a raven haired boy with a considerably darkened golden eyes.

''Come in''

And Gold went in without a word.

Gold sat on my bed and looked at me with his darkened golden coloured eyes.

''Silver .. do you love me?'' He asked out of the blue.

There was silence , than i heard something ran pass me than a drop of water on the floor.

Than i realized the most important thing i had forgotten all this time was that I loved Gold

~Flashback End~

Gold POV

I took the knife and placed it near my left arm.

The cold metal tip touching my warm skin made me shiver.

I started to cut my flesh slowly.

Warm red crimson substance started flowing down like a beautiful fountain.

I felt at peace..

Could i bleed to death?

Would i die peacefully?

The pain being my only escape from my sorrow , for once i felt at peace.

Nobody to bother me ... no Silver to make me cry.

No feelings other than pain to soothe me..

No friends to make me feel upset.

Why did i love Silver in the first place?

I was wandering in my thoughts not noticing Silver slowly sneaking up on me and took the knife from my hands.

''Gold! What are you doing you idiot?!'' His metallic eyes looking at me with a mix full of concern and worry.

''Shut up! Go away! Leave me alone!'' I shouted at him

Than i took the knife from him and was about to run until he pulled me back onto the ground again.

When i was turning to face him , the knife which was on my right hand accidentally stabbed him near the left thigh while i was trying to turn my body to face him.

Blood flowed at a fast pace.

My face drained off all the colour it had as i realised what i had done.

I stabbed Silver.

Shir ; YES this is angst (laugh)

This story i won't update so quickly cause i only write it when i feel angry or bored :P.

Thanks for reading anyways.

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