A/N So I have to admit I was one of those sceptics that didn't really believe that watching fourth season of Blindspot was worth it. The magic from the first season and the anticipation from the second were lost to me. I barely made it through third, as some of you know banging my head against the wall sometimes. But Ishd – my dear – you made me watch it and now here I am. This season is totally different and I truly hope it will have meaningful ending with no lose ends.

Noooow – the last episode made me actually happy. It all goes down the road that could actually lead to some conclusions and hope. And I've been stuck with this idea ever since. So after a very long time since I've written Blindspot before, here I am. Let's see how it is with me and my Blindspot muse these days!

Enough rambling – let's get the show on the road! Probably two-chapter thing as it's kinda late here and my kids get up really early! ;)

No beta, mistakes, typos and sooo on are mine.

Weller looked around his place and holding the wedding photo he felt something in him harden. The last hours were a roller coaster, his world spun around and he couldn't quite believe that he was still standing. One part of him was ready to collapse on the floor trying to pretend that this was all a bad dream and nothing more. But the other part – the stronger one – made him realize there was still a ring on his finger and that nothing has actually changed. He was a man on mission – and had a wife to save.

Resisting the urge to have a glass of Whiskey he left the place as it was and left. He wanted to take a shower, he really did, but knowing he'd be flooded with memories he decided to head over to the office and take one there. He had spare clothes in his locker so there was no harm.

Turning the lights off he locked the door and left. On his was he sent a message to Patterson that he needed to talk to her. He didn't want to wake her up. But apparently that wasn't the case as she texted him right back.

Sitting in his car he knew he had to plan a meeting. And not just with Rich and Patterson.

Patterson was so deep in looking into all the data she totally missed Kurt's arrival. When he stood next to her it startled her. She took a good look and had to frown. Before she could say anything Rich jumped in.

"I know why we look worn out but what's wrong with you?" He asked Weller and when he didn't get a response he noticed Patterson's worried glare.

"Is Jane coming?"

"No, she's not. Reed?"

"I talked to him about an hour ago. He told me he was with Weitz following a lead on Tasha."

"Did he explain?"

"No, not really."

"So he's suspended only on paper so they could find her before the CIA kills her?" Weller asked her and she nodded.

"Yeah, I think so too. He said he would call once he get the chance."

"So it's just us then. Will you tell him finally?" Rich asked her and Weller missed the point.

"Patterson, we need privacy." He said and she's known him long enough to understand the tone of his voice. So she sent all her people out.

"We're sealed off now." She said.

"Can you dial up Nas, please?"

"Do you think she will pick up?"

"She will, it's all set. Put her up on the screen. The same with Allison." He said and didn't have to say anything more.

Once it was all set he knew he had to start finally. Absentmindedly he touched the ring on his finger and felt a deep ache in his chest. Missing the worried and curious looks of others he took a deep breath.

"I know who the last Sandstorm operative is."

"Really? How?"

"It's Jane." He said and there was a complete silence in the room. It was Nas who broke it.

"How do you know?" She asked matter-of-factly.

"Last night this woman named Eve broke into our apartment, overpowering us thanks to her gunmen. Do you remember the mob bank we raid? It turned out Jane stole money from there before we secured the vault. They had her on hidden camera."

"You're kidding."

"No, I'm not. So I put it all together. The weird behaviour, all the small things I thought were happening just because of the ZIP poisoning. You said it yourself, Patterson. Sometimes traumatic event can cause a person suffering from ZIP poisoning to go back to the time before the ZIP. So it all clicked. She's not Jane anymore."

"She's Remi." Patterson understood.

"Yes."

"Kurt..." Allie was clearly worried.

"She's been Remi ever since she woke up in the hospital. She believed she truly infiltrated the FBI and her original plan worked. When she found out that things happened differently, she started to reach out."

"The Sandstorm activity we picked." Rich said.

"Yes. She was Dolan's contact. I'm pretty sure that if you pull out the logs you will find her cell phone right there in the warehouse."

Before he could finish Patterson was already opening the files she needed. And there it was, her number shining like a beacon.

"So she lost her last contact. What is she going to do now?" Rich asked.

"She needs to find her mother and get her out." Nas said after a moment. They all looked up at her.

"She's locked in CIA black site. We all know that. There's no way she can get her out. She doesn't even know where she is being held." Patterson argued.

"Jane can be very resourceful. And so can Remi. Are you sure she couldn't have found out?"

"Well let's assume she did. What can we do?"

"I can have her moved." Nas offered.

"And we could take Jane down once she goes for her." Kurt supplied.

Nas nodded in agreement.

"Weller, what happened with that Eve?"

"She had us break into an evidence storage. With the missing money she was in troubles so she wanted us to steal something for her. I made her think there were hidden cameras in the vault so she let us walk in there alone."

"Smart move."

"Why didn't you try to escape?" Rich asked confused.

"We were wearing vests loaded with C4."

"Oh. Right. Not good."

"Once in the vault we used reflective tape to block the signal, got the vests off and used the C4 to blow a hole into the wall."

"You didn't want her to get what she wanted. What was it?" Patterson asked.

Kurt typed something onto her screen and pictures of the device showed up.

"You can worry about that later. I put some C4 into the box in case something went wrong. I blew it up."

Rich smiled at him clearly proud about his actions. Oh he still had the superhero aura around him.

"Jane... Remi could have shot me. She could have killed me. But instead she locked me in a hallway and got away." Weller said and before anyone could make a comment he continued.

"You can think I'm crazy but listen. She could have killed all of us. Many times. Hell she even had a needle with poison ready to use at me! But she didn't. She even risked her life for us. She didn't have to. She could have walked away. She could have let us die."

"I see your point." Nas said. "She's not just Remi. She's Jane as well."

"I think so, yes. Like there were parts of Remi in Jane, there are parts of Jane in Remi. She might not remember last years but she's lived and worked with us for months now. What if it changed her? Jane had flashbacks of her life as Remi. She was recalling more and more memories. What if it happens again?" He was getting to a point where he was losing focus.

"Kurt." Allie stopped him. "A needle?"

"She said it was for her. That she wanted to end things on her own terms."

Allie could agree that it truly sounded like something both Remi and Jane could do.

"Look, I know you all think I'm crazy but I can't give up on her."

"She's not..." Patterson started but he didn't let her finish.

"She's my wife. I don't care about her name. She can be Remi or Jane or whatever. But she's my wife. And I need you guys to help me find her before she gets herself into more troubles and beyond point where we can blame it to ZIP poisoning. I don't want some agent or cop to kill her thinking she's a terrorist!"

"But she is a terrorist right now."

"Maybe. But she hasn't killed anyone yet."

"We don't know what she's done."

"But you can find out, right? You can track her movements, try to see where she went and what she did, if she truly had a chance to find the black site, if she stole anything from the FBI. And so on." He asked Patterson and she nodded.

"I can't do this without you." Kurt admitted and knew that his friends – his colleagues – didn't have to help him.

"Kurt... if we bring her in and she makes it through she might still not remember." Patterson said softly. She voiced what they all were afraid of.

"I know. But we might find the cure. She's gonna live and make her choices then." He said his voice thick with emotions.

Allie watched him almost breaking in front of all of them. His love was unconditional. He loved Jane as a whole and was willing to risk everything just to save her.

"Kurt, why am I here?" Allie asked as she felt like he could have told her this over the phone alone.

"I want you to take Bethany and Connor and go for a vacation." Ha said. "She could have hurt Beth, you, she could have killed you. She hasn't so far but if things go wrong I'm not willing to take any risks." And the way his eyes glistered Allie knew this was truly breaking his heart. She watched him pull himself together, locking everything away for the moment. That was the man she knew.

"I'll do what I can to help you find her."

"Allie..." He warned her.

"But I'll talk to Connor. Beth will be safe. I promise."

"Thank you."

"So what are we going to tell people? If she was with you in the vault there will be evidence and we can't really bury it." Patterson said as she did some thinking while others were talking.

"I was there when back up arrived. It was Jared."

"Your buddy Jared who was at the wedding?" Rich asked as he remembered the agent very well. Handsome agent indeed.

"Yeah. So I told him that Jane has been suffering from the poisoning and have memory lapses and sometimes even goes back years, that she's confused."

"Did he buy it?"

"No. But he put it into the statement. They're collecting evidence and once they're done he's gonna call."

"So we can let it slip that she's been really sick and hope that with her reputation it will save her from getting shot or so." Patterson summarized.

"That was the plan." Kurt admitted. "Nas? What do you think?"

"I will make some calls and make sure we move Shepherd. It would help to have some evidence to support it though."

"We'll get right onto it." Patterson said and Nas smiled at her.

"Once all is done I can give you the location. If you truly think she's going to come there..."

"Thank you." Weller said and with a nod Nas ended the call and disappeared.

"Allie... I'm sorry."

"Not your fault. I'll be in touch, okay? Send me over the official statement about Jane and I'll spread the word."

"Thanks."

"Kurt? Did you tell Avery?"

"No, not yet."

"Don't postpone it. If it works out with Shepherd but you don't get Jane..."

"She's her last family, I know."

"Hang in there."Allie said and with a wave to Patterson and Rich she disappeared as well.

Patterson knew it was a bit out of line but she couldn't take it anymore. She stepped closer to Kurt and hugged him. And to her surprise he hugged her back. He's really come a long way regarding his emotions and protective walls.

"We're going to find her."

"I can't let her die without a fight.

"I know..." She said and had to ask one more thing. "You would really let her go, wouldn't you?"

But he had no answer for her. When she looked up at him she could tell that he would. And it would kill him from the inside.

"So... ehm... what were you two up to whole night?"

"What?" Rich asked surprised.

"I at least changed into my spare clothes but you're wearing what you had yesterday." He said with a small smile.

"I told you people would gossip!" Rich told Patterson with a laugh in his voice. "Show him." He added and Patterson tapped something, clicked and all the medical data appeared on the screens.

"What is it?"

"While you were busy blowing holes into FBI buildings we found another data cache right here in the FBI. I won't bother you with details."

"Thank you." He actually cracked a smile.

"For now." She added and he knew she was just half joking. "The important thing is that this one was filled with medical data and research and experimental treatments, everything."

"But Roman didn't use it for himself." Kurt pointed out.

"Perhaps he didn't have the time. Or resources. I don't know. But it's the best we have right now." She said and he nodded.

"I can send it over to doctors with security clearance along with all Jane's data, I can put things into motion and maybe we might find the cure in there somewhere." She said.

"Thank you." He replied and without thinking about it twice he kissed her temple.

"I gotta call Avery." He said and walked away from the room, leaving Patterson and Rich alone.

Rich looked at Patterson and handed her cup of coffee with a bagel.

"We need breakfast."

"We need coffee."

"And more coffee."

"And we have to find what our Jane had been up to around here."

And so they got into work. All of them.