A container of tofu, gone, and my lover is outside. She's the closest one
to me right now. My other friends are just coming back from the Akibako (I
hope I spelled that right). They didn't help my yet today. They will help
me through the pain that I have right now. They will help me become happy
once again. Especially her.
I wanted to tell her something, something that I've wanted to tell her for a long time, but I just hide in the shadows, hoping and wishing something would happen.
I can't leave this place. If I do. I would just be hurting myself from loneliness even more, but I would be crushing her ever so pure soul.
She lost the ones closest to her so many years ago. her family. But she has started a new one with Sano, Yahiko, Megumi. and myself.
I was finished making lunch when everyone came in. There were making fun of Sano, but he just played along. They look so happy together. Laughing, talking, having a good time like nothing is wrong in the world. Yes, this is the time of peace, but you can never know when chaos will start.
I am very glad that I have these guys with me. Something about her today makes her so very, very.enchanting. Whenever I'm near her, I forget everything. I know this might sound childish but she makes the pain go away. She is my spark of light that comes from out of nowhere in my world of darkness.
She doesn't deserve me, she deserves better. I sometimes feel helpless whenever I'm fighting, and she is the hostage. I shouldn't have let her out of my site and this would have never happened. Or if I have never met her that fateful day, then and only then will she been in better hands and she would have a better life. All I could give her is pain and agony, something that I regret to this day.
I wanted to tell her something, something that I've wanted to tell her for a long time, but I just hide in the shadows, hoping and wishing something would happen.
I can't leave this place. If I do. I would just be hurting myself from loneliness even more, but I would be crushing her ever so pure soul.
She lost the ones closest to her so many years ago. her family. But she has started a new one with Sano, Yahiko, Megumi. and myself.
I was finished making lunch when everyone came in. There were making fun of Sano, but he just played along. They look so happy together. Laughing, talking, having a good time like nothing is wrong in the world. Yes, this is the time of peace, but you can never know when chaos will start.
I am very glad that I have these guys with me. Something about her today makes her so very, very.enchanting. Whenever I'm near her, I forget everything. I know this might sound childish but she makes the pain go away. She is my spark of light that comes from out of nowhere in my world of darkness.
She doesn't deserve me, she deserves better. I sometimes feel helpless whenever I'm fighting, and she is the hostage. I shouldn't have let her out of my site and this would have never happened. Or if I have never met her that fateful day, then and only then will she been in better hands and she would have a better life. All I could give her is pain and agony, something that I regret to this day.