A/N: Hi! I know I'm making a Friends fic also but I don't know why I had to do this, I never been much of a writer but now that I started I just can't stop it lol
This will be a Stefan/Caroline fic :) They are my favorite couple in TVD alongside Damon/Elena and just had this crazy felling that I had to write a fic on them
I hope you like it and review it please :) It's starts after the scene in the bathroom in E2 of S2 and will follow E3 but I think from that point on is completely AU. I hope you enjoy it :D
Disclaimer: I don't own TVD or any of its characters
Stefan walked into the boarding house felling more tired than a vampire could ever be.
Everything was happening so fast and in such huge proportions that he didn't know how much more he could take.
In the last few days he almost died(for real) thanks to John Gilbert and his acentors' invention to kill vampires, the mayor was dead, Katherine was back in town and now Caroline is a vampire because of his old love. He couldn't help but to feel guilt because all the madness that has fallen upon Mystic Falls on this last year began when he and Damon came back to town. And he still questioned himself on how he managed to have Elena by his side after all this . He had put her, her family and her friends in danger but she was still by his side in every step of the road. And he knew that it was selfish of him to stay with Elena but he could not even start to think what it would be like to be without her.
But tonight Stefan didn't have Elena on his mind. Tonight all he could think about is how much it hurt him to see Caroline like that, afraid and alone, trying to figure out what happened to her, and why Katherine did that. He knew that Katherine did that to affect him and he had to give her props. It hit him hard. He was never that much close with the blond cheerleader but when he saw her like that he saw himself a century ago. He felt the pain that she was felling and wished that he could stop that pain in any way possible.
Once his love, now Katherine was the "victim" of his total hatred. No one deserved to have their lives taken like that and be condemned to eternity. And even though Damon's idea of killing Caroline could be a plausible one, for the sake of everyone, when he saw the stake coming at her, he did the first thing in his mind and shoved Damon away. Next thing, he saw himself entering in a bathroom with Caroline, trying to wipe the blood out of her mouth and trying to prevent her for having a mental breakdown. When the blood started rushing to her eyes and when the veins came out she started freaking out again Stefan explained to her that she can do this, that no matter how good it feels the blood rush, he said to her that she has the strenght to supress it and showed to her, his veins coming out and then surpressing them back.
With her eyes full of tears and confusion, Stefan made a promisse to himself and to Caroline that he was not gonna let anything happen to her. After that Stefan felt a bond being created between him and Caroline. He knew what was like to feel alone and have to pass through this process with no one by our side. He wasn't going to let that happen with her. He was gonna be at her side, helping her in every step of the way, protecting her, teaching her how to live an almost normal life. And the first thing he had to do in this new "agreement" he had done with Caroline was to try to convince Bonnie to make a ring like his and Damon's so that Caroline could walk in the sun. "Yeah, it's gonna be tough" Stefan said to himself.
With the new-born vampire still on his mind Stefan retreated to his room to try to find the peace that he wanted so much, and the only place where he could find peace right now was in his sleep.
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This was the worst night of Caroline's life. In less than 24 hours her whole life changed and she knew that it would not be the same ever again. Never a believer of vampire stories, she was now living in one. A vampire named Katherine, who looked exactly like her best friend Elena, turned her into this monster. "Why me?" was the first thought that came into her mind when she realized what she had become. The hunger that she felt for blood was nothing like any other hunger she have ever felt. Then the blood rushing to her eyes and her veins making their way into her face. But the fangs were the worst part. She felt an incredible pain when they came out and all she could think about was "Please, somebody make this stop!".
But the pain inside of her was a thousand times worse. The felling of being condemned for an eternity was just too much. Being alone and lost scared her more than anything. But she knew that now she could not be close to anybody because the hunger for blood would make her feed off somebody and possibly kill them. She could not let that happen. But the thought of not being around her friends, her family was crushing one. She could never see Matt again! Could this get any worse?
When she was at the carnival she could not contain herself and she attacked a guy who was bleeding in the parking lot. The last thing she remembered was being on top of the guy, slashing his throat with her fangs, the warm blood spreading on her lips.
Then she realized that she killed that man. "I'm a monster, I'm a murderer!" she thought to herself. Soon after Damon came and Caroline thought that he was there to help her, to try to make her pain go away. Damon had other plans on his mind. He wanted to kill her, trying to prevent more problems with vampires in Mystic Falls. Stefan saved Caroline just in time and Elena saved her the second time Damon tried to stake her. Caroline noticed the effect that Elena had on Damon, so after that he retreated. Caroline then saw herself having a breakdown on the bathroom, with Stefan trying his best to calm her down. He took care of her and showed her how to surpress the blood rush, saying that she was strong enough to do that. She did what he said and started to calm down. Hearing Stefan promising that he was not going to let anything happen to her touched her non-beating heart and soon after she was sobbing in his arm, hugging him tightly in a silent call for protection.
Caroline had a slight memory of Stefan and Elena bringing her home. Now in her bed, she could only think about how her life was gonna be from now on, and sadly on all the scenarios she was miserable and lonely. The exhaustion took over her as she went to sleep, hugging her wet-of-tears pillow tightly.
Okay, so this is chapter 1 :) I hope you like it. Yes, I'm going to do a slow build up but where gonna get there :D
Please review if you can :)
