DISCLAIMER: All the characters and everything in this story belongs to Stephenie Meyer, exceptBlake Luna Cullen and Tommy Allen Day.

Chapter One

Flashback:

"Edward, can you please open the door?" Esme asked.

"Yea, sure"

It was raining outside and I didn't know why I came here. I guess I was hungry for attention. I was hungry for someone to love me and I knew that my brother, Edward, can give me that. I hope. I heard footsteps coming to the door. Oh no, my head it's getting dizzy. The door opened and a bright light shone through my strange eyes. Golden eyes, but with green in the middle blending into the golden. 'Such strange eyes', my brother once said.

"Blake?"

So dizzy. And then I collapsed in front of Edwards's feet.

End of flashback

That day was about 2 years ago. I can't believe I did that. I guess I was really weak back then. I've never been to Fork's High School, but I'm going this year. Its winter break right now, so I'll be starting after the break is over. From what I heard, High School is a load of bullshit.

So, let me tell you about myself. I was 16 when I turned into a vampire. My brother, Edward, already turned at 17 and ran away from home with his doctor. I then refused to drink human blood so I started drinking animal blood. It wasn't all that bad. Anyway, I ran away from home, too, and traveled down to Seattle, Washington. I stayed there in the woods, until I heard some human girl say "Edward?" out loud and then I knew that my brother was in town. And his family\coven, which is now mine as well. There is Carlisle, his doctor, Rosalie, she's kind of mean, Jasper, Alice, Edward, Bella, and me.

I have bronze, messy, shoulder length hair and golden eyes that have green blending in with the golden in the middle. It's really strange and I'm kind of scared people won't like me because of my eyes. Like all vampires, my skin is pale. But in the sunlight I don't sparkle. I glow. I have rose colored lips and the vampire's toned out body. Ok, now my powers. I have 5. I'm very different from the regular vampire. It's strange, I'm strange. I can control the weather within a 60 mile radius, I can blow up things with a hand movement, freeze time for 20 minutes, but this power drains my energy, I can control the elements, and since I play the flute I can do mind control through my flute's music. If I use all these powers at once, I could die.

The sun was setting. It was beautiful. I turned back to my book. I was at the best part. I had to finish it. 10 minutes later I finished it. I turned back to the french doors that lead out to the forest. I started daydreaming about falling in love. I've watched Jasper and Alice fall in love. I've even watched Edward and Bella's love blaze. But when is it going to be my turn. When do I watch myself fall in love? Sometimes I think that I won't fall in love, that I'll be alone forever. I came here hoping that my brother, Edward, could give me some kind of hope. But I thought wrong. He didn't give me hope, he gave me envy. I envied everybody in this house. Rose, Jasper, Emmett, Alice, Esme, Edward, everyone. Why can't I have what everybody else has? Is there something wrong with me?

"Blake, come down stairs" Edward said three stories below. I sighed.

"Coming" I said tiredly.

I ran down the stairs and sat on the floor by my brother's feet in less than a second. I turned my head to look at him. His eyes they were blank. "Yes?"

His eyes flickered to life, slowly filling the golden eyes. At least he has regular honey eyes. Why do I have to be different?

"You're not different Blake." Edward said. I laughed. Sure.

"Blake, while you were thinking upstairs. I caught a thought from you. Since you came here to find love, I talked to an old friend of mine; that's coming to school tomorrow. He said he would love to become friends with you. His name is Tommy Day. He's a vampire, too. What do you think?"

I looked around at everybody's faces. When I looked they looked away. Great. They were in it, too.

"You think I need friendship! I don't need that crap! I need understanding. I need true love, not friendship love." I whispered. I really didn't want to scream at them. I was way to quiet and barley talk to anyone anymore, I didn't want to reck that distance from everybody. I like it. But maybe that friendship might become something more. Hmm… What the hell. I'm begging. I'll try.

"You know what; I'll give it a try." I sighed and started to walk outside into the pouring rain. I walked outside and started to walk. Perfect didn't feel so perfect anymore. Not even a vampire can be perfect. I let the rain fall down and wash all my worries away, all my insanity away. I heard a thunder crack. I wish I could feel the thunder, I wanted to scream. But I knew I couldn't.

Well, looks like I'll be meeting Tommy tomorrow.

Shit.

Hope you guys like it. I'll put up chapter two as fast I can.