My One and Only Bishie
I. In the middle of that dark night,
I woke up and walked with all my might;
Cold, harsh wind brushed my hair,
As I realized, nothing had been fair.
II. As I watched the serene place,
And sat quietly with grace;
Every breath seemed to make me trace,
Those things that happened--which I
no longer would want to face.
III. Rustling leaves were loud and free,
As I walked slowly, approaching a tree;
Curling my legs, breathing deeply,
When I caught sight of something humanly creepy!
IV. I stared, I froze, mouth-gaped as I
immediately rose,
I went close-I went close--
But I fell stunned when I saw..
that it was just a post!
V. I sighed in relief--
and harshly I started to breathe;
As I turned to go back in glee,
There stood "something"--I no longer
wished to see...
VI. I trembled, and I shivered!
No, not of fear..
As blood rushed up to my face
All I wanted was to turn back,
and run in a race!
VII. No, don't get me wrong,
It wasn't a monster, nor a boar;
His eyes were black, so was his hair,
And everything in him were damn so fair!!!
VIII. Since then he's as cute as that,
when you look at him you'll surely be flat!
The way he'll stare, and though just a smirk he'll share,
Your heart will melt, sublime in his lair...
IX. A head taller he became,
With strong, wide shoulders he now bears;
Clean, soft face---pale white skin---
All I wanted---was to stare at him!!
XII. "wake up you brat!
I thought you hate that rat!!",
a voice came shouting in my head,
waking me up in that dreadful stare.
XIII. But then I couldn't hide my feelings,
when all those years I've suffered the missings;
Now I struggle, trying to buckle,
hidding what's inside, I could no longer handle..
XIV. I looked away, and tried to focus,
but thenI started to hear locusts!!
'am I insane?!', I asked myself,
rememb'ring the times that still I wasn't..
XV. "Sakura.", with all that air,
My heart melted with that voice so fair;
I looked down, and tried not to show,
my face with a leaping heart---
that made my brain work slow!!
XVI. Coldly I asked, what he was doing there,
trying to bear, all those memories I spared;
No reply, as I expected
So I just looked at him---devastated...
XVII. A sudden silence ruled between us,
As cold wind started to rush;
"talk to me.", I demanded,
but still too quiet, that bishounen!
XVIII. His dark eyes moved and settled,
on mine which were already startled;
"Isn't it obvious?I came back..", he said
As simple as it was, I couldn't believe.
XIX. Tears fell from my eyes,
realizing if fate is starting to be nice;
I looked up and stared at his eyes,
And there I saw, no more ice...
XX. A great shiver ran through my spine,
All I wanted was to unwine!
But then this happened----
I didn't know why!!
XXI. My mouth then froze---
My face red as rose---
I couldn't speak, nor just think!
All I could do was stare and blink..
XXII. "Are you going to cry, Sakura?", he sounded
My mind started to be grounded;
"if you don't want me around, just tell me
and then I'll leave, you'll have no more bishie.."
XXIII. At last I came up in my mind,
and finally convinced that I'm not being blind!
Tears fell nonstop, I wanted to leave,
but his stares were sincere, I couldn't just believe!
XXIV. "Tadaima, Sakura.", his last words.
My heart leaped as I again froze;
Drowning in his eyes and words,
I could ask no more!
XXV. I leaped in joy, and fell on him,
Arms wrapped around his neck, and my weight all over him;
A thud on the ground, all I could hear,
and his heart, drumming a beat.
XXVI. I wanted to slap him and everything,
Yet I knew it was just nothing to him;
I still couldn't---I realized,
'cause the moment I saw him, I was deeply tantalized.
XXVII. Yeah, I was mad--and it was all I had,
For five years that he's been gone;
stopped longing to see him,
But then now he's here, and I'm filled with glee!
XXVIII. Wanting no more in that dark night,
with him on my side..nothing dirty should be on your mind!
Finally I'm settled and happy...
WIth the return of my one and only bishie...)))
