At four years old, Vanya Hargreeves is normal,
She is as normal as the ground, not anything to look at.
She is normal, nervous, anxious for something that she knows not(and wants so very very much).
At five years old, Vanya Hargreeves is there.
She is there when everyone trains, when they talk, laugh
She is there when her father stops all her training, She's too normal(She hates the word).
At six years old, Vanya Hargreeves is hiding
She is hiding from her normality, her averageness
She is hiding from her fear, she'll never be like any of her siblings(the people who can shatter galaxies)
At seven years old, Vanya Hargreeves is kind
She talks to four when his nightmares manifest, when he can't calm himself
She tries to help two when he can't say what he means(her father never liked that).
At Eight years old, Vanya Hargreeves is replaced
She watches as one by one, Mother gains all her love(how DARE that thing take her family away)
She watches as one by one, she is forgotten(just as father intended)
At Ten years old, Vanya Hargreeves is gone
She is gone when everyone comes home from their first mission(no one told her)
She is gone when they first get hurt, when the robot whispers sweet lies
At Twelve years old, Vanya Hargreeves is mindful
She never crosses her sibling's paths, always hiding from the people who are so much greater
She is mindful of her father, to never do anything to irritate him(All the things she does irritate him)
At Fourteen Years old, Vanya Hargreeves is done
She is no longer any level of importance to the academy (made oh-so-clear to her)
She is done being anything, left with only her violin and room
At Sixteen, Vanya Hargreeves is situated
She has a home, a place, a role(unlike there)
She is finally at peace with what little she is(with her Normal)
At Eighteen, Vanya Hargreeves is practicing
She is a violinist for an orchestra, rapidly moving up to the most important place.(and wasn't that exciting!)
She is practicing for her first full-blown solo she hopes will come soon
At Age Twenty Nine, Vanya Hargreeves is acceptant
She will go nowhere(never has, never will)
She is (Horribly, terribly) Normal
At Thirty, Vanya Hargreeves is Alive
Power hidden inside her since before she can remember(when it was locked away from her by that brat) roils in her veins
She is amazing, an orchestra all her own
She is great, She is unordinary, She is Special and can't they-
She is rendered numb with a sound that leaves her ringing, right next to her ear.
As all fades to black, she can vaguely tell that she is caught and laid down.
For she never had a chance, not one little bit(against people so great).
