-1To un-explain the unforgivable,
Drain all the blood and give the kids a show.
By streetlight this dark night,
A séance down below.
There're things that I have done,
You never should ever know!

And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.
And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.

He was really gone. Away from his twin. Separated by cruel fate. The iciness, to cold, dark unwantedness all around him was too much to bear. So he turned his back to what was and waited to see what would happen. Where he's go from here on.

All he really wanted was his twin. To see him again, to laugh with him again, share a silent joke, simple glance out the corner of their eyes to bring in a quiet laughing fit.

To go back to the shop, without it being weird. To laugh at Ron for little things. Someone to laugh at his lame jokes when nobody else would.

So this is what being alone felt like.

Who walks among the famous living dead,
Drowns all the boys and girls inside your bed.
And if you could talk to me,
Tell me if it's so,
That all the good girls go to heaven.
Well, heaven knows

That without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.
And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.

Where was he supposed to go from here? Where did he belong now, if not in his life? Not with his twin, best friend, partner in crime.

So where?

All the lost ones souls he felt linger around his. All were there but one. The one he wanted to see. The one he wanted to be with.

He felt so alone, felt cold fingers groping at his back. Trying to pull him in with them. He wasn't ready yet. He wanted to be, but he just wasn't. They wouldn't take him, he wasn't going to go because of this separation. A minor thing to all he felt. Leave him alone. He guessed it was time to move on now. Nothing left for him but waiting and yearning.

Can you hear me cry out to you?
Words I thought I'd choke on figure out.
I'm really not so with you anymore.
I'm just a ghost,
So I can't hurt you anymore,
So I can't hurt you anymore.

Well he couldn't hurt his twin anymore. He wasn't close enough. But the farness was what kept them apart, yet together. He had to let go…


And now, you wanna see how far down I can sink?
Let me go, fuck!
So, you can, well now so, you can
I'm so far away from you.
Well now so, you can.

So Fred Weasley turned away and walked into the cold, which was only getting warmer. For leaving George behind was all he could do now. "I'll miss you George," he whispered, sinking into who he was now.

And without you is how I disappear,
And without you is how I disappear,

And live my life alone forever now.