What Now?

I sit here thinking, wondering
I don't know what, when, or how
And I sit her in deep thoughts, pondering
Thinking, what now?
The only thing I know, I know for sure
Is that the aliens are winning now
Even though we, the humans were
And I sit here thinking, what now?
I fear for what the future holds
And look at the past, when I used to be so bold
I stood up against Zim and the Irkens, but now...
I hide from them still healing from the battle, ow
Thinking, what now?
I'm in pain and it hurts so bad
The thought of Zim winning makes me grow mad
And I know, I know how
To make to pain end, end it now
I place the gun at my head... pow