I Don't own Warriors. Please go easy on me! Im just beginning with song fics!
I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by a white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
JayKit lied by, listening to LionKit and HollyKit fumble around. JayKit coundn't stand it, he was blind, he couldn't play with them, not like a normal kit anyways. He always sat back. Always the one that SquirrelFlight worried about, and Leafpool, too.
Nobody understands me! He would scold himself for something he could not change. Why ME! Why did StarClan make me the helpless one? The one everyone pitied! He would never be treated normal, not for his life. JayKit knew, that no matter how hard he tried, no matter how many moons he trained, he would not make it as a warrior! It was almost painful to be…. different.
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
JayPaw sat, sorting his herbs. He never expected to go down this path. As a Medicine Cat. No, he never saw that happening. He always thought that his life would be WORSE than this. At least he could rely on his sense of smell here, in the Medicine Den. I don't want to be a Medicine Cat! This is so boring! It seemed that, as a Medicine Cat Apprentice, he was even more different. More, out of line. He wasn't like the other cats. Now he was even more different. Why Coundn't he, Just.. just Start this over again? Have an attempt at a normal life? But that probably wasn't happening soon.
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Nobody seems to have much care for JayFeather. He is the Medicine Cat now. LeafPool, chose to drop down to become a warrior. AFTER, she lied about us, lied to the clans, about being our mother. HollyLeaf went insane, ran into the tunnels, they collapsed on her. LionBlaze and JayFeather are now aware that HollyLeaf isn't one of the Three. Then who is? It doesn't matter right now. JayFeather felt a strange sence of sadness, and though he will never admit it, guilt. Why? He doesn't know. Maybe about the fact that he should have done something to stand up for Leafpool, maybe. That was his biggest mistake ever. And the worst part? He coundn't force his selfish paws to forgive Leafpool, andd SquirrelFlight, too. Now that JayFeather thought about it, he felt angered, by the fact that the tom, who he had once thought was his father, could be cold-hearted not to forgive and take SquirrelFlight as a mate. Maybe, he and LionBlaze should be a little more forgiving to the sisters.
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
Word Count: 2,576
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