Crawling
A Secret Cutting music video
Swirls [Dawn skates in scene one] 0:05
Keyboard [Dawn talks to Rebecca] 0:13
Melody w/other instruments [Rebecca makes fun of Dawn] 0:21
Brief guitars [Dawn's anguished face] 0:23
Crawling in my skin [Dawn runs] 0:27
These wounds [Dawn searches for knife in purse] 0:28
They will not heal [Dawn rocks back and forth] 0:31
Fear is how I fall [Craig nearly pulls up her sleeves] 0:36
Confusing what is real, ohh [Dawn runs down and lifts sleeve] 0:43
Ohh… [Dawn holds out blade] 0:45
Keyboard [Lorraine catches her] 0:49
There's something inside me [Dawn looks down w/urge] 0:52
That pulls beneath the surface [Focus on the knife] 0:55
Consuming [Dawn sees gang, freezes] 0:57
Confusing [Dawn runs into bathroom stall] 0:59
This lack of self control [Dawn opens Dr. P's door, stops, turns] 1:02
I fear is never ending [Dawn runs in hallway and stairwell] 1:04
Controlling [Dawn looks around briefly] 1:06
I can't seem [Dawn "stabs" her leg] 1:09
To find myself again [Dawn looks down into cracked mirror] 1:11
My walls are closing in [Dawn aims paperclip at arm in basement] 1:14
Without a sense of confidence [Dawn sits behind mirror] 1:15
I'm convinced that [Dawn pushes blood down leg] 1:16
There's just 2 much pressure to take [Dawn spreads blood along walls] 1:18
I've felt this way before [Dawn bends fork to break it] 1:20
So insecure [Dawn looks down in office] 1:26
Crawling in my skin [Dawn burns arm, wince, move lighter] 1:30
These wounds [Dawn looks at burns, licks lips] 1:31
They will not heal [Joyce yanks up Dawn's sleeve] 1:35
Fear is how I fall [Mr Warner points out bloodstain] 1:40
Confusing what is real [Dawn's stomach wounds are sewn] 1:45
Discomfort endlessly [Joyce cuts Dawn's food for her] 1:47
Has pulled itself upon me [Dawn pauses before turning to Craig] 1:49
Distracting (distracting) [Blood stains skirt] 1:52
Reacting [Dawn pushes against locked r/r door] 1:54
Against my will I stand [Dawn looks in mirror out of corner of eye] 1:56
Beside my own reflection [Dawn stands before mirror] 1:58
(My own reflection) [High camera during stomach slash] 1:59
It's haunting (it's haunting) [Dawn upset, leaves bathroom] 2:01
How I can't seem [Drawer slides out, no knives] 2:04
To find myself again [Dawn slams drawer shut over and over] 2:06
My walls are closing in [Dawn yanks paintings off walls] 2:09
Without a sense of confidence [Dawn leaves the mall, Dr. Parella sees] 2:10
And I'm convinced that there's [Dawn clutches elevator, needing Craig] 2:11
Just too much pressure to take [Dawn presses a Kleenex onto the cut] 2:14
I've felt this way before [Dr Parella flips through cut pictures] 2:16
So insecure [Dawn looks out window and turns 2 Dr P] 2:23
Crawling in my skin [Dawn lifts keys off of hook, leaves] 2:28
These wounds [Joyce sees cut behind Dawn's arm] 2:29
They will not heal [Joyce closes eyes, frustrated] 2:33
Fear is how I fall [Dawn gasps, covers bloodstain on sleeve] 2:37
Confusing what is real [Dawn shuts Craig's mirror cabinet] 2:42
Crawling in my skin [Dawn lowers hand to stomach] 2:46
These wounds [Russell presses hand on glass, Dawn sewn] 2:47
They will not heal [Dawn lies in strapped bed] 2:51
Fear is how I fall [Joyce looks at painting, cries] 2:55
Confusing [Joyce leaves, Dawn looks away] 2:58
Confusing what is real [Dawn stands surrounded by Craig & Co] 3:01
There's something inside me [Dawn turns and leaves Rebecca & Co] 3:03
That pulls beneath the surface [Dawn runs through the mall] 3:05
Consuming [Ambulance carries Dawn to hospital] 3:07
Confusing what is real [Dawn talks to Dr Parella in hospital] 3:10
This lack of self control [Dawn stands alone in the house] 3:12
I fear is never ending [Dawn cries, Dr Parella sits w/her] 3:14
Controlling [Russell crumples the stained glass] 3:16
Confusing what is real [Dawn hugs Alex and rubs his back] 3:22
Swirls [Dawn smiles, looks out window, hope] 3:28
A Secret Cutting music video
Swirls [Dawn skates in scene one] 0:05
Keyboard [Dawn talks to Rebecca] 0:13
Melody w/other instruments [Rebecca makes fun of Dawn] 0:21
Brief guitars [Dawn's anguished face] 0:23
Crawling in my skin [Dawn runs] 0:27
These wounds [Dawn searches for knife in purse] 0:28
They will not heal [Dawn rocks back and forth] 0:31
Fear is how I fall [Craig nearly pulls up her sleeves] 0:36
Confusing what is real, ohh [Dawn runs down and lifts sleeve] 0:43
Ohh… [Dawn holds out blade] 0:45
Keyboard [Lorraine catches her] 0:49
There's something inside me [Dawn looks down w/urge] 0:52
That pulls beneath the surface [Focus on the knife] 0:55
Consuming [Dawn sees gang, freezes] 0:57
Confusing [Dawn runs into bathroom stall] 0:59
This lack of self control [Dawn opens Dr. P's door, stops, turns] 1:02
I fear is never ending [Dawn runs in hallway and stairwell] 1:04
Controlling [Dawn looks around briefly] 1:06
I can't seem [Dawn "stabs" her leg] 1:09
To find myself again [Dawn looks down into cracked mirror] 1:11
My walls are closing in [Dawn aims paperclip at arm in basement] 1:14
Without a sense of confidence [Dawn sits behind mirror] 1:15
I'm convinced that [Dawn pushes blood down leg] 1:16
There's just 2 much pressure to take [Dawn spreads blood along walls] 1:18
I've felt this way before [Dawn bends fork to break it] 1:20
So insecure [Dawn looks down in office] 1:26
Crawling in my skin [Dawn burns arm, wince, move lighter] 1:30
These wounds [Dawn looks at burns, licks lips] 1:31
They will not heal [Joyce yanks up Dawn's sleeve] 1:35
Fear is how I fall [Mr Warner points out bloodstain] 1:40
Confusing what is real [Dawn's stomach wounds are sewn] 1:45
Discomfort endlessly [Joyce cuts Dawn's food for her] 1:47
Has pulled itself upon me [Dawn pauses before turning to Craig] 1:49
Distracting (distracting) [Blood stains skirt] 1:52
Reacting [Dawn pushes against locked r/r door] 1:54
Against my will I stand [Dawn looks in mirror out of corner of eye] 1:56
Beside my own reflection [Dawn stands before mirror] 1:58
(My own reflection) [High camera during stomach slash] 1:59
It's haunting (it's haunting) [Dawn upset, leaves bathroom] 2:01
How I can't seem [Drawer slides out, no knives] 2:04
To find myself again [Dawn slams drawer shut over and over] 2:06
My walls are closing in [Dawn yanks paintings off walls] 2:09
Without a sense of confidence [Dawn leaves the mall, Dr. Parella sees] 2:10
And I'm convinced that there's [Dawn clutches elevator, needing Craig] 2:11
Just too much pressure to take [Dawn presses a Kleenex onto the cut] 2:14
I've felt this way before [Dr Parella flips through cut pictures] 2:16
So insecure [Dawn looks out window and turns 2 Dr P] 2:23
Crawling in my skin [Dawn lifts keys off of hook, leaves] 2:28
These wounds [Joyce sees cut behind Dawn's arm] 2:29
They will not heal [Joyce closes eyes, frustrated] 2:33
Fear is how I fall [Dawn gasps, covers bloodstain on sleeve] 2:37
Confusing what is real [Dawn shuts Craig's mirror cabinet] 2:42
Crawling in my skin [Dawn lowers hand to stomach] 2:46
These wounds [Russell presses hand on glass, Dawn sewn] 2:47
They will not heal [Dawn lies in strapped bed] 2:51
Fear is how I fall [Joyce looks at painting, cries] 2:55
Confusing [Joyce leaves, Dawn looks away] 2:58
Confusing what is real [Dawn stands surrounded by Craig & Co] 3:01
There's something inside me [Dawn turns and leaves Rebecca & Co] 3:03
That pulls beneath the surface [Dawn runs through the mall] 3:05
Consuming [Ambulance carries Dawn to hospital] 3:07
Confusing what is real [Dawn talks to Dr Parella in hospital] 3:10
This lack of self control [Dawn stands alone in the house] 3:12
I fear is never ending [Dawn cries, Dr Parella sits w/her] 3:14
Controlling [Russell crumples the stained glass] 3:16
Confusing what is real [Dawn hugs Alex and rubs his back] 3:22
Swirls [Dawn smiles, looks out window, hope] 3:28