I waited ... It's been a month .. Month? Yes, I think so. Today is exactly one month I was forcibly drafted into this hell. I'm Kelsey Hayes ... Durgin Chosen One, two Indian princes love - Alagan Dhiren Rajaram and Sohan Kishan Rajaram. Life with them was like living in paradise. Family was a cluster. All the time when I have felt love, happiness and peace. No. My point was only one place.

I'm Kelsey Hayes ... One who finds peace only alongside its precious white tigra.vždy I was hoping to take and that together we will raise a child who saw in the dream Kishan grove. My lady ... Goddess Durga promised me that one day I will take a man that I will be faithful, be kind to me, dear and faithful to the grave ...

It seems that not every promise can be fulfilled. Even if you are a goddess. There are things between heaven and earth on which you just draw. Like me.

I'm Kelsey Hayes ... Always dedicated to the goddess Durga ... Always kind and loving to his tiger and women.

I remember a time when I wanted to burn the poems I wrote my dear, my tiger, my whole world - Ren. In memory of him, breaks my heart. I wanted to keep those poems were burnt and now I'm burning. And the great love that will never find its end.

It was me who Kelsey Hayes did a month ago from her love and loved ones. I, whose life now depends from my vezniteľa, a monster and a fiance. Lokesh. He caused my pain. Even in yesterday I fought like a tiger against his will. The whole month I was firmly clenched, that if I should marry a man who is basically a devil in human skin, it would rather die. But yesterday, my will had to give up. Yesterday I Lokesh said that it will take. Not because of love, not because of lust for power or because I was so rich. No.

Only because, and only because I have to save the man she loved and still think of him. Ren. Lokesh me at dinner every night as They convince me to marry him. But I always said no. He therefore stepped up. Planted hit me where he knew me to be hurt the most. As soon as I clear his eyes said that she marry him pulled out a large envelope photo. at those photos were pictures Rena and Kishan. Then chose my GPS zariadelie.

"Did you think that I'm stupid and that I come to it. chuckled. Since I opened my mouth shock. He knew it. He knew about my zariadelí the tracking and that Ren and Kishan will never give up.

"I knew your reverend protector Kadam is so wise and that you invent as you keep an eye on. but they can play this game two. "Talked while he played in the hands of a small STOU sort of thing. "

He took it with you when you're sleeping. But I'm not mad? "Ulis smiled at me. I gave him a chilling sight.

"If you want you can marry me and I appeal in the case of agents who follow your tigers and destroy this little stupid." The sight of me waving from the GPS device.

"Or let your precious tiger is chasing after you, and when they are at the gate so they'll freeze again and you'll enjoy full blast torture. You know everyone has a hobby. But it's you so I will not bother them so long. I heard that you sleep like a tiger fur. Do not worry when I finish with your tigers give you their skin. " looked at me. I hung her head. I knew that what I do is nothing but the best for my tigers. For me it did not matter. Only to them.

I wanted to live and be well. Even if I never could be happy. I stood up sharply and glared at Lokesh.

"I accept," I said decisively. With these words he also strongly built. Forcibly grabbed me by the shoulders and kissed. It was disgusting ... It was like a kiss from Reno or Kishan. It was a plague and torture. That I might prefer to put in the mouth with his fist. It would hurt me less. I just stood there not moving. I kiss his unrequited. I had no reason to even taste it. After he pulled back and threw a GPS device on the ground and stepped foot.

"So that we should be solved ... Now prepare the operation. Tomorrow at sunset married. "Said obviously very satisfied itself of them.

I turned and walked out of the room. Immediately next to me were two Lokesh style, which I have done so to speak tail. Where do I go out there to be had as well. So I wanted to have my strength back but it disappeared from unknown causes.

I walked into my room ... I did not know why but I saw a blur ... The PLAC I dropped to the ground and fluctuated from side to side ... This is the end ... ended it ... It will be from my wife that monster. My last hope was to machine and even that is now gone. Have never find me and I'll never see their tigers ...

I looked at the window ...

All night I was up early in the morning I just zadriemala ...

They woke me up guard ...

"Miss, our Lord refers you to prepare yourself for an hour a turnover." Said stilted voice. Servant I did not know this. He was gaunt and crescent tattoo on the cheek. Was wearing some kind of red production.

When I went so about five minutes watching the ceiling. And here it is ... I'll be here forever tied ... Will of my mother Lokeshového heir.

But the self-pity I did not have time. Before I went to the mirror and took my hands malovátka.

If I have my wife and I want to give the devil respect ... I painted. I gave a red eye shadow and ironed hair. Until I just fell on the shoulders. I was alone with you satisfied. Lechcela in me that I saw a frightened woman Lokesh, you will be able to control. No! Will see a strong woman who against him will fight for life. So I have a husband and children. But I will never love!

I had consulted the dressing room. There were a lot of dresses. After a long decision I chose the dark blue of a particular pattern embroidered golden thread. I looked in the mirror and his face fell like one big teardrop. Thus, it should not be. It will not end like this. It really irony of life. I was one of Tigre prince, then the second and finally end the evil wizard? Fate has some weakness for the tragedy. They opened the door. The time has come. I walked the big house, or rather strength. At the end of the road stood Lokesh.

I do not know how he did it but for some illusion seemed about as the twenty-four. Had dressed black suit and slicked-back hair. I must admit, however, that was nice. That was good. But anyway I did not care. It was a monster inside and the outside looked like it did not bother me. I finally got to him. Ceremonial monk stood there and talked in a kind of strange language. Lokesh replied. or jednémui of them I did not understand. Only when the monk turned to me, so I always just nodded. All the time I looked around.

Whether reflection neroztrieskajú door and will stand them in my anjelky fighter. The eyes would have gone bleky and their bodies would have resisted. Saved by me from my destiny. I waited and waited but the door was still motionless.

Do my eyes poured tears. Then ruggedly monk spoke. It was clearly heard, he does not know to speak English well.

"Your soul will now be forever tied. Linked you here and in eternity. Your hearts will become one. It connects you to the marriage bond. Will you be one. Now and for ever and ever. Do you agree? "Asked tensioned.

Lokesh spoke first, "I agree."

Range was from my eyes I blurted a few tears. I did not even bother to wipe them.

"I ..." I said vľačlivým voice, "I ... Oh ... I agree ... "I sobbed. Lokesh only smiled smugly. It was a win here. Has got to wherever he wanted.

Monk us both painted on his forehead Chinese character eternity.

"God created man may not break."

We bowed and left. They opened the door and went to my disappointment servants. Brought food. I gave you a little roll. I did not want to eat. I had no flavor at all. Lokesh can put a lot of food but I did not pursue it. Why should I?

Oh yes I know .. I'm his wife.

After we finished eating and grabbed my elbow and led into the room by force. Was no point to defend themselves. For I was his. Could you do with me what he wanted.

When you open the door. I came so very badly.

Perhaps because they had touched someone other than Rena.

I lay on the bed and handed to him.

Also because I did not know that this will run my first night of a man. Pubertiačky see it as something beautiful but for me it was the greatest torture. So in I understood how they feel about the raped woman. I knew it because I lived it.

Catch Me ruthlessly and coldly.

It hurt. But I just lay there and let him and to empower my body. In the eyes I had tears. I quickly closed it. Actually, I had them closed all the time.

I wanted to return but could not .. I suffered quietly there. Catch Me everywhere. I wanted to drop himself from but he was too strong. All the while he drove me to what I was silent. I did not say anything.

For all the shame. Pain and helplessness I did not say anything at all.

Thank you my best friend Bonnie Black. That helped me a lot in this story. PS. this is only the beginning of the great work

(Sorry. I don´t know speak English. My native language is very different)