A/n: I haven't forgotten my other works, but I've had this done for a long time and I've been going back and forth about posting since writing it in November, after rereading it tonight and having a shit birthday I figured I'd say screw it it's a damn present to myself. It is five parts, please leave a review they make me happy. Sorry about the long bitchy rant.

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Emily stared at the ceiling JJ lying next to her; they had spent the whole night so far talking about how she had built up a wall to the outside world. It was killing her inside and she just wanted JJ to know how much she couldn't tell others, someone still had a hold on her.

"Hey…" JJ said rolling over to rest her head on Emily's stomach.

"Hmm?"

"You're thinking, really hard."

"I just…"

"It's safe to tell me anything, you know this right?"

"I know I'm just nervous."

"Just tell me Em." JJ said, pushing the hair off of Emily's face.

"It's going to take a while."

"I'm not going anywhere."

"It's gonna sound crazy."

"Have you not met me?" JJ smiled and Emily sighed.

"I wasn't always so… independent, I was a follower as a kid… a submissive."

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Emily kept her head down as Andrea walked back and forth in the small room, she tried to look up at Matt but when she did Andrea snarled at her, the next thing she knew she was pinned to the ground with Andrea on top of her a hand against her throat. Emily growled back and rolled Andrea on her back, they struggled for dominance before Andrea punched Emily's ribs and knocked her against the floor.

"Don't do that again." She warned and Emily nodded walking back to where she was sitting a minute before, her jaw clenched tightly.

"What are we going to do?" Matt asked looking up at Andrea, Matt had a much better relationship with Andrea, he knew her longer. Emily had barely known the girl a year and was quickly learning she may be in over her head, the girl would refer to her as a pup and herself as alpha. Emily's family life in no way could revile the girl's, her mom didn't ever lay a hand on her or get drunk, ever, but she hated the fact that Andrea was missing people skills. On more than one occasion Andrea had taken aggression out on Emily, she had the bruises to show it, and the marks. Once Andrea had beat her so hard into submission Matt had to take her to the hospital where she spent two days. She didn't want to lose her friend, after all at 17 and for as much as her mother moved them it was hard to make them, so she never complained about it. Andrea wasn't bigger than Emily, but she was muscle, and pent up anger. Emily had defiantly put up a fight to be leader of their group when it all started, but now she walked around with a clear mark that Andrea owned her.

"We're not going to do anything, we're going to wait and see what happens. If nothing happens we go through with the plans." Andrea's gaze was focused on Emily, she didn't see a reason to keep Emily around any longer since Matt's sister was now old enough to hang around their group and Susan would be getting back soon enough. She knew this was the best way to get Emily back for putting doubt in Matt's head, she was still glad she scarred Emily as harshly as she had. Emily would always carry a reminder of who owned her.

"We're not doing anything?" Emily said shocked and Andrea turned around getting right in her face.

"Nothing, you have an issue with that… Emily." She asked pushing her nose against Emily's.

"No, shouldn't we go over the plans again?"

"No. Get out of here." Andrea said and Matt ran off, Emily scoffed and walked out only to have Andrea grab her arm.

"You fuck this up and I'll kill you Prentiss, I'll skin you alive then rip your limbs from your body, tear your eyes out and feed them to that damn dog." Andrea snarled and Emily nodded.

"Yeah I get it."

"Good, get out of here." Andrea said and Emily rolled her eyes, but left without a fight.