Degrassi Mixtape

by journeymoto

Okay, I'm not good at summaries. This is basically a Degrassi Shuffle Challenge. So you put your iPod on shuffle and write about stuff with the context of the song. Something like that. Not very good, but give it a chance pleaaaaaase. -s.

Okay, so I don't know the lyrics of this too well. So idk how I'll write this..

Clare's POV.

And I don't know where I've been,

And I don't know what I'm into,

And I don't know what I've done to me.

Gone. Just like that. It's been weeks. The only person I'd ever really loved left me. It was so sudden. I didn't even know what was happening, and when I figured it out.. I couldn't even open my eyes. Eli. For the longest time, it was Eli and Clare. It was never just Clare or just Eli. It was.. Well, we were us. Now that he's gone, I don't even know who I am anymore. I should never have spoken to him. Maybe he'd still be alive, and maybe I'd be Clare. My own person. I don't know.

I'd never had so many regrets in my life. I couldn't even go to his funeral. It was too much pain to bear. Somehow, I convinced myself that if I didn't go, he'd come back. That he'd just knock on my door and tell me he's all better, that the crash wasn't so bad and he only broke his leg. But even if that was the truth, I was still responsible. And even if I know they'll never have thought anything of the sort, I still feel like Bullfrog and Cece blame me for what had happened. I could just imagine them, tears in their eyes, losing their ability to breathe properly because of the overwhelming pain of loss.. But even that won't keep them from knowing that the girl sitting on the pew behind them was a murderer. Of their own son.

…and the list of regrets goes on.

This is so short, but this is all I can come up with. :\ Oh well. Review PLEASE!