Hello, my FanFic amigos! How ya doin'? Any way, this is my first FanFic, so be nice. I'm thinking of putting some lemons in, so in your review, tell me if you'd like a couple. Also, this is rated M for swearing, the possibility of lemonade, and also, some gross stuff relating to periods, so if that kind of thing creeps you out, or you don't know what a period is you REALLY shouldn't be reading this. Enjoy, my pretties. xXx OoO

Chapter one. The idea

Beep beep beep!

Ugh! Go the frack away! Let me sleep! I thought, rather agitated. I felt around my bedside table with my hand to shut off that damn alarm clock. The previous night, I hadn't slept very well. The night before, the rain had positively belted down on to my bedroom window. But I knew that wasn't the reason I didn't sleep- I was becoming used to the pitter-patter of water that occurred most nights- No, the real reason I couldn't sleep was that my bed was too warm. Too soft. Without my one love, Edward beside me.

Edward is the one person who means the most to me. I know him inside and out. He knows me too, even though he can't read my mind-oh yeah, did I forget to mention that he's a vampire? Yes? Oh, well… now you know-most of the time it's such a relief not having him in my mind. That would just be humiliating! Somehow, I don't think he'd approve of my fantasies that I get every so often when I look in to his eyes, or at his perfect mouth, or his perfectly sculpted body, or… well, you get the picture, right? Any way, moving on… Sometimes though, I just wish he could read my bloody mind already! He honestly doesn't know the extent of how truly, madly and deeply I've fallen in love with him, or how I trust him with my life-literally, or how much I want to be like him. To be a vampire. Well, apparently, Mr. Edward Anthony Masen Cullen does not approve of this. He wants me to live my life human, and grow old, to have 'human experiences'. To be honest, I couldn't care less. I just want to be with him. Forever.

Edward, being a vampire and all that jazz was away hunting, and had been for four full days! Oh, I missed him terribly. It's easier this way though, because to put it bluntly, it was that time of the month again. Luckily for me, my period only last four or five days, so we don't need to be separated so long that I go mental. Plus, it's easier for him too be around me when he's not thirsty, which is good, because I'd really rather not have my blood sucked out of me by the one I love.

I pictured this in my head: Edward is thirsty, so he leaves to go hunting with Jazz and Em. He leans in to kiss me goodbye, softly and gently, like I was as fragile as silk over glass. And of course, me being all human and hormonal, I knot my fingers through his perfect bronze hair and pull myself as close to him as possible, welding myself onto his body, never wanting to let go, or come up for air. Then, all of a sudden, I'm pinned down on the ground, tightly bound. And Edward's cool mouth is at my neck. In the next split second, I feel horrible pain, worse than I could imagine. And his gleaming white teeth are sunk into my neck, as smooth as through butter. Imagining this actually made me feel quite turned on. It shouldn't, I know, but it seems so… so, sensual.

I don't know… I just wanted him to…I wanted us to… Never mind…

Okay, here it comes, I thought. I want Edward and I to make love. To have sex. What ever you want to call it, although, I'll never admit this to him… It was such a relief to actually admit that to myself. Even in thought.

I thought for another while about this. That was the morning, in my bed, when I came up with it. When it all

clicked. That was when the best idea ever came to me.

So, after having gotten ready for school, I slipped on my boots and rain jacket, and grabbed my schoolbag. As soon as Charlie was out the door and his car had pulled away, I scrambled outside, eager to see my love. Of course, he was faster. Stupid vampire speed! I thought, walking towards the familiar silver Volvo. As if from nowhere, my Edward materialised at the passenger side of the car, holding the door open for me. All the while, I'd been looking at him, well, staring… Okay! I'll admit, I was checking him out! Well, a girl can do that to her true love, can't she? Well, I say she can. Staring at my very own personal Adonis, I remembered my thoughts of this morning. Typical Bella Alert! I felt the all too familiar crimson heat spread across my face.

Edward looked at me, smiling the crooked smile I love, and raising an eyebrow. I shook it off. Obviously, he was still curious about what had caused my blush this time, but put it away for now.

"Good morning, Love." Oh, I swear, his voice melted me like butter. It took all I had to not end up a puddle at his feet and to string together a coherent sentence.

"It is now" I replied, staring into his eyes, smiling brightly. Ran up the rest of the driveway and jumped into his arms, holding to him like a lifeline. I inhaled his beautiful scent and nuzzled into his shoulder. His arms wrapped around me and held me close. A whole four days. It had been too long since I'd last felt his cold, hard skin touching me through my clothes. I then found myself emerged in thoughts of the soft-hard skin of his hands touching me below my clothes. My heartbeat quickened. "I've missed you."

"And I you." He responded. I looked up to his face to look into his eyes, into his soul, lovingly. He gazed back exactly the same way, and I felt whole. Whenever he left, he took me with him. I don't know how I ever survived without him in the first place. He leaned his face towards my neck and ran his nose along my collar bone, up my neck, across my cheek and on to my nose. His gazed again into my eyes, and kissed me as gently as though I was a bubble, awaiting to go 'pop' any second. My knees began to go weak and he lifted me from the driveway into the comfy seat of the warm Volvo.

At an inhuman speed he was around at the other side of the car and in the door. Beside me again. The usual purr of the Volvo revved, and we were on our way to school. It wasn't that bad, seeing as I had Edward with me at school, and Alice too. During the drive he asked me of how the last few days had been, which, to be honest, had been boring without him, I was a zombie, doing only laundry, chores and homework. We enjoyed some comfortable silence, holding hands for the rest of the journey.

Too soon we arrived at school. I didn't want us to have to get out and face school and the other pupils. I just wanted to spend all my time alone with Edward, for eternity. Literally. It's all I want. 'So eager for eternal damnation', Edward would say. But, really, is it honestly a bad thing to want to love him forever? Anywhoo, we were standing under the shelter of the cafeteria roof, with Ali and Jasper. Alice, being Alice ran-at human speed-to me and hugged me tightly in her small arms.

"Can't. Breathe. Al." Darned pixie! She released me and I gasped for a breath of air. "Hey, Al, Jasper." Jazz smiled and nodded at me from ten feet away. He still keeps his distance from me. Not as much as a year ago, when I first came to Forks, Washington, but still, a distance. I try not to think about the reason for that. He's still pleasant to me though.

(A/N: I have absolutely NO idea about how the education system works in the U.S., because I'm from Northern Ireland, in the U.K., so I'm going to do the system the way it works at my school, kay?. If you have any questions, PM me and I'll try to explain. Thanks. XXX =) Love you, my dear readers. Now, back to the story!)

The bell rang and Edward and I rushed off to registration, our hands entwined. It's amazing what he can get the female staff to do around here regarding our schedules. We sat together at the back of the class and chatted for a while until Dr. McCombe arrived. He was a thirty-something year old man, who was balding already, and an orange tint to his skin. He kind of creeps me out. He called the role, and put the announcements on the digital projector and it beamed onto the white-board, for us to read. Nothing was really of interest, so I looked up at Edward and his topaz, dazzling eyes. He was already looking at me, with an adoring look in his eyes. These were the moments in which I felt the whole world disappeared and time was non-existent. The bell went for first period. Ugh, French with Miss McCay. She annoys the hell out of a girl with black hair and cute glasses called Rebecca, who is in my class. I can see where she's coming from, I mean she is really strict, and tries to act all nice, but let me tell ya, she's a worse actress than I am. Edward walked me to my French room, in the Jackson building and placed a gentle kiss on my cheek, glided the back of his hand along my jaw line and said "Goodbye, love" and smiled. This is one of only two classes I have without him.

"I love you. Have fun in music, Mr Mozart." I winked at him and he smiled.

"I love you too, darling. You know, Carlisle met him once, apparently, he was slightly insane" He replied as casually as if he was discussing the weather. It never ceases to surprise me how he speaks so casually about things which, a year ago would've seemed crazy to me. He smiled at me once again, and turned gracefully to go to the music building.

The next few classes passed swiftly. Geography then history were after French, which brought me up to break time, then double chemistry followed by maths to bring me to lunch. After that was a free period, when Edward had music again, then double biology.

Soon enough Edward and I were in my bed at eleven at night and I was comfy, snuggled into his strong arms.