After reading the surpise and the shock, the slight dissapointment and over confusion that is Breaking Dawn - is decided to write something. So this is from no one perspective. Its just what I think Nessie and Jakes relationship will eventually at some point, boil down to. Also. lol some people have reviewed and explained that it would take 7 years for her to mature. Not that she stays 7 years old. OOPS. lol. I got all worried and I just took the whole story off. But yeah, some people really liked it. So here, this is what it would be like if she was stuck at 7 ... haha. Sorry again. I don't think I'll be continuing this. This is it. Oneshot. --
"Jacob, are you angry?" Renesmee asked. The sun was shining through the holes the trees above gave. She was hunting with Jacob like she always did, stalking the ground quietly, eyes wondering for a sign of movement.
Jacob stared as the sun hit Nessie's face, giving it the luminescent glow that was so inhuman, but so beautiful. "Why would I be angry?" Jacob laughed at the question, he was always happy to be with her.
"Are you angry at me; disappointed maybe?" Renesmee inquired again.
"No way, why would you even think that Nessie!" Jake turned to her now, crouching down to be on her level. "You know I'd never be angry with you," he answered again, softly.
Renesmee gave a light smile and looked forward, passed objects. "You've explained to me so many times, that you've imprinted on me and what that means - and I am stuck in this 7 year old body, I can understand if that's frustrating to you." She turned and moved her hand to his cheek.
He saw a vision of him and Renesmee. She was older by a good 9 years – beautiful of course. They held hands along the beach, her head resting on his shoulder, leaning in toward him … and then it changes. Instead Nessie is only 7, looking up at Jake like a brother; nothing more.
Renesmee pulled her hand away from Jake's face slowly, looking down. "Are you angry that I will always only need you as a brother?"
"No! Of course not!" Jake said, louder then he thought was appropriate. Jake sighed and sat down, his legs sprawled in front of him, putting his weight on his arms.
Renesmee let out a small breath, continuing. "But Jake, you're going to miss out on so much …."
"That doesn't matter – "
"But it does!" Renesmee jumped from her position and kicked the leaves from under her.
Jacob spoke quietly now, "Does it frustrate you Nessie? To be stuck at 7 for the rest of your life? When your mind advances to quickly, how mature you are, but really – you will always be a child." He looked up at her with his dark eyes, searching through the warm chocolate in hers.
Even though Renesmee was now fully grown at the age of 7, her mind would continue to race on and develop quickly. She knew that both her parents would always be happy no matter what she was or how old she appeared. She knew that this was how it would always be; she also knew what she would always want and never have.
Her mind (now somewhere around the age of 20), would always crave for something her body would never be able to give.
Jacob could see the contemplation in Nessie's face; see her eyes search the woods for answers. The sun still shone on her perfect angelic face. Her bronze curls reflecting the sun and moving lightly in the wind. He knew that he would always love Nessie as what she needed him to be. And what ever that was he would be it.
He would, always.
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Yay. Please review! Thank you
P.S now that I know she acutally gets older, I may make more stories about them