I have only one regret.

And that is that my mother died, and we tried to bring her back.

It was a stupid thing to do.

My brother and I only wanted to see her smile again.

But that night...we lost our mom for good and nearly lost ourselves.

My brother lost his leg and I lost my entire body.

Brother gave his arm to save me.

He couldn't lose both me and mom.

It was because of this forbidden act, we are the way we are.

Ed with his automail and me in my armor.

If Brother hadn't tried to bring me back he would be all alone.

If I had said no to Ed when we tried to bring mom back, we might never have left Risembol again.

After that night Brother has always tried to find away to get my real body back.

I have wanted to get Brother's arm and leg back too.

If we hadn't tired that human transmutation...we would not have made the friends we have.

We would not have helped those we helped.

Never known Nina and Scar.

Never fought the Homunculi.

Never found out the truth about our father.

Never had the Philosopher's Stone.

Never have had Ed die.

Never had my sacrafice.

Nor Ed's to bring me back.

Never had the fun, sad, and crazy times of those four years together.

But only the sadness of our mom's death.

And the loss of the one person we truly cared about other than each other.

If that fateful night had never happened Ed would be with me right now trying to get in trouble with Mustang.

He would be here to see me in my real body again and would still be with his friends.

Ed would be here on our side of the Gate and not the other.

If that fatefull night had never happened, we would be here in our hometown or on an adventure.