void.
-noun ; a feeling or condition of loneliness or deprivation.
prologue –
Slowly, silently;
Help me… I'm drowning.
Ignoring all the signs, the gestures, the cold touch. Believing in the empty words and the false promise of forever. How naïve.
Silently, loudly, crying.
Sasuke-kun. Sasuke-kun, I –
It took all of my courage to confess. It took all of me to take a step.
Breathe, don't breathe. Breathe, don't breathe.
Sasuke-kun,
"Sakura,"
Your voice, confident, trembling, cold.
"Sasuke-kun,"
My voice, uncertain, shaking, scared.
I'm drowning.
That day I took a step.
Sasuke-kun, I love you.
His eyes, cold, confused, annoyed, stared down at me. He walked away without a word. And left me all alone.
Again.
No one wants you.
You're unwanted. Why were you born?
"Do you love me?"
"Sakura,"
"Mommy, do you love me?"
"I'm sorry, Sakura."
Mommy, did you leave me because I wasn't good enough? Don't go. Come back.
Please, come back.
A week later he called me.
"Sakura,"
His voice, confident, firm, cold.
"Yes, Sasuke-kun?"
My voice, scared, scared, scared.
I'm sorry, don't leave me, I'm sorry. I take it all back.
Please don't leave me.
"I'm sorry."
That was the last time I heard from him.
You're unwanted.
"Why are you alive? Die. Die. Die. Die and give her back to me."
That day the darkness swallowed me whole. Slowly, silently, dying.
I've wanted to write a dark fic for a while now. So I hope this could go well!
Btw, if it's unclear, this story IS ongoing so any confusions will be cleared don't worry! :]
Reviews are appreciated~
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