Ok, please no flames. If it's bad I will take constructive criticism, but don't be mean please. This is my first lemon, so yeah. Haha I really hope you enjoy it.

RPOV:

I woke with a start and looked over at my alarm clock to see that it was only 7:00 AM. I sat up and ran my hands through my mess of hair. I heard my door open and looked up to see my mom in the doorway.

"Hey sweetie. We are about to leave. But we will be back in a day or two. I have my phone, Alice, jazz, gram and gramps will be at the big house, so if you need anything you can call or just go there. I love you. "I stood up and gave her a hug.

"Have fun. I love you" she smiled and kissed my cheek. My dad walked by and gave me a hug.

"Be good. I'm trusting you. I don't want you here alone with Jacob, understand." He said with raised eyebrows.

"I know dad. I promise." He smiled and gave me another hug before turning to leave.

"Love you!" he called over his shoulder.

"Love you!" I yelled back. I waited about twenty minutes after they left before I started to think of my day's plans. Jake and I have been dating for about five months now… and we decided that we were both ready to take the next step. So tonight I would be staying at his house (Billy would be at Charlie's to watch the game and would stay over after). I was incredibly nervous, but also excited. I love Jacob so much, and I know he loves me. I spent the whole day relaxing and getting ready, then at six o'clock there was a knock at my front door. I grabbed my bag and jacket and ran down to open the door, revealing my sexy man.

"Hey" I whispered. He smiled and bent down to give me a soft kiss.

"Hey" he took my hand and smiled at me. "You ready to go?" he asked after a few seconds. I nodded and closed my front door before we started walking back to his car. He opened my door and I got in quickly buckling up, as all my nerves intensified with the realization of what was soon to happen. He got in his side and started the car.

"Are you ok ness?" he asked after we had been driving for a few minutes. I nodded my head, not looking at him. "You sure? We don't have to do anything if you're not ready. Its fine." I looked at him to see a worried look on his face.

"Jake I'm fine, just a little nervous." He smiled and grabbed my hand, holding it the rest of the way to his house. Once we pulled up to his house, he parked the car and we just sat there for a little while.

"Look, I want this to be special. We don't have to rush anything, ok?" he said quietly. I smiled at him and nodded.

"Sounds good." I whispered.

We decided to relax on the couch for a while before doing anything else, so we were currently watching the notebook, cuddling together. About halfway through I turned around and kissed him. He smiled and put one hand behind my neck pulling me back to him. And that's how it started, we were making out and I put my hand on jakes cheek. Bedroom. He picked me up never breaking the kiss, and walked us to his room. He set me on the bed a pulled back; he took his shirt off before sitting next to me.

"Should…should I take my shirt off?" I asked, blushing a deep red. He brushed his hand across my cheek and lifted my head so I would look at him.

"It's up to you. You can set the speed of this, ok?" he whispered. I nodded and slowly took my shirt off. He smiled slightly and I saw his eyes glace quickly down, before looking back into my eyes. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me a little closer. I reached back and unclasped my bra, taking a deep breath I let it fall off. Jacob wouldn't look anywhere but my eyes, giggling I put my hand on his cheek. If you want to…you can look.

He laughed and sighed, before slowly looking down. He gasped softly before a slow smile showed up on his face. Things started to move kind of fast after that, I took off my shorts and he did too, then we laid down with him hovering over me. We were kissing when I felt his hand go down to my leg, my breathing started to turn into pants as i felt his hand move higher. He looked at me for permission before his hand moved inside my panties, he ran his fingers up and down my folds and I closed my eyes and sighed. It felt good. Really good. I felt myself getting really wet as his fingers moved faster.

"Jake..." I sighed and he stopped his movements, he looked at me worried. "I'm ready." He kissed me again.

"Are you sure?" I nodded and lifted my hips so he could pull my panties all the way off. He took his boxers off and I looked down and gasped. I looked up quickly and felt the blood rush to my cheeks. "You ok?" he asked with a smirk.

"Umm…yeah…but..." I trailed off looking anywhere but at him.

"What?" he sounded worried.

"Are you going to fit?" I whispered. He chuckled softly and made me look at him.

"We don't have to do this; we can stop if you want..." I shook my head. I wanted to do this, it's just…he was really big...

"I'm ready" he nodded leaning over and getting a condom out of his drawer. I smiled as he slide it on before he moved back on top of me. I felt him brush against me and I gasped in surprise. I looked up at him and smiled. He pressed a little bit into me and my eyes closed. He went farther and it felt ok, not painful, just a little uncomfortable. I felt him hit my barrier and I clenched my eyes shut tight.

"Ness? Do you want to hold my hand?" I opened my eyes and nodded. He laced his hand through mine and smiled apologetically. I nodded my head and he pulled back a little before gently pushing all the way back in, past my barrier. I knew it was going to hurt…but I didn't expect the pain that came. I gasped and felt tears building up; I shut my eyes and cried out in pain. Biting my lip to try to not cry I heard Jake whispering how sorry he was. Finally after what seemed like forever, the pain faded, Jake had stayed still the whole time and when I opened my eyes I saw that he was shaking.

"It's ok. You can move now." I smiled at him. He bent down and kissed me as he started to slowly thrust in and out. It didn't feel good at first, it hurt and it was uncomfortable, but after about ten minutes it started to feel kind of good. Jake enjoyed it though; he started to shake and was moaning softly, his thrusts becoming slightly more erratic. I watched as he came undone, he threw his head back and moaned loud. After he came he rolled us to the side, he pulled out of me and carefully took the condom off before throwing it away. He lay back down next to me and pulled me close to him.

I laid my head on his chest and closed my eyes, pulling the blanket up over my body. He ran his hand through my hair and kissed my head.

"I'm sorry baby." He whispered. I looked up at him confused.

"Why?" I smiled at him.

"Cause I know it couldn't have been that great for you." He frowned. I shook my head and reached up to kiss him.

"Jacob black, it was perfect. Seriously, I love you." Resting my head back on his chest I closed my eyes, suddenly very tired.

"I love you too Renesmee." And with that I feel asleep with the one and only man I will ever love.

So how bad was it? It was my first lemon, so I was kind of nervous. Let me know what you think.