Title: Buffy and Spike, final scene
Author: Karine
Email: dawn_fanatique@hotmail.com
Paring: Buffy and Spike
Rated: PG13
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters. They're Joss's.
Distribution: Want. Take. Have. Just give me the credit.
Note: season 6 spoiler. Take place couple of weeks after Gone.
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Spike was lying in his bed, naked, with Buffy in his arms. He knew he had to talk to her, now. He lean in and kiss her, knowing it might be the last time he will if he talk to her. But he has to.
- Buffy, we can't continue this.
- I know. Tree time enough. I'm spend!
- What? No. I'm not talking about sex. Well, yeah but not in this way.
Buffy looks up at him
- Okay, I'm completely lost here.
- We can't continue to do this! You coming here, having a good shag and then go away.
Buffy looks get harder
- What do you want? I can't spend the night here; Dawn and Willow will ask were I was.
- I know, it's not that…
Buffy sat up
- So, what is it?
Spike sat up beside her.
- Us….
Buffy get out of the bed and start dressing
- They're no "us".
Spike sighed
- That's the problem. I don't want to be your sex boy. I don't want to have your body.
Buffy stop and frowned
- What do you want?? I mean, I'm having sex with you! Isn't that enough!!
- No. It's not. I want you. Your heart, your soul not just your body.
Buffy sighed and look away.
- Your not just another girl for me Buffy, Spike continued, I want you to be mine. I love you.
- Well, I can't give you that.
- So we'll have to stop, said Spike firmly.
Buffy's eye returned to Spike's. She looks surprised.
- What??
- You heard me, repeats Spike, if I can't have all of you then I don't want you at all.
It was so hard for him to say that. He almost regrets his words at the moment they came out. But he knew, he has to.
- You don't want me?? Almost cry out Buffy
Spike closes his eye a moment. How can she think that?
- Not like that….
- Then, I guess you wont have me anymore, respond Buffy angry.
Despite the fact that Buffy was acting like a bitch, Spike could see the tears in her eyes and he had to say, it was really hard to hold them back himself. Buffy was now fully dress and she put her jacket on. She waited for Spike to say something. To tell her to don't go, that he still wanted her but all he does was closing his eye repetitively and look in hers. She realizes he was always closing his eye to holds back the tears. She couldn't though and they we're now rolling on her cheek. She didn't know why she was crying. She didn't care about Spike, right? And it didn't matter if he had just dumped her. Wait, he couldn't have dumped her if they weren't even together.
- Buffy…. started Spike
That was her cue, though Buffy. He was going to tell her to stay and she would go away and she would come back and they would have sex together and she would feel love and happy again and everything will be back to normal.
- Go…finish Spike looking away from her.
Buffy gasps in surprise. He really meant what he says?? About not wanting her anymore?
She holds back her tears, turn around and leave, kicking the door open. Spike stood up, trembling. He put his jeans on but he wasn't able to button them because he couldn't stop his hand shaking and his vision was all blurry from the tears. He went for the door and close it, then rest his back on it. He put his hand on his forehead, passing them through his hair, fighting to not cry out loud. What he had done???