Hope you like this (My first Jisbon Fanfic). So just to let you know if you are not a Jisbon fan or like the pair being romantically involved, then don't read! But if you do then read, read, read and Review! By the way- sorry if this seems a little rushed or short but I have loads of homework and coursework to catch up on, but I hope to add more chapters soon… xx

Set after 4x1

Plot-

Lisbon and Jane have been secretly dating since he was released from prison a free man. They had been casually dating before he was arrested but things were not as serious as they got when the pair were reunited. No one knows about their relationship as they decided on keeping it a secret. But Lisbon is keeping a secret from Jane, a very BIG secret that she has been keeping for a few months… ooh what could it be?

-By the way in this story, Lisbon's parents aren't dead but her father was still abusive, but No one knows about it and she does have three younger brothers…

Lisbon walked into her kitchen which she currently shared with her lover and employee Patrick Jane. He was sat at the breakfast bar, sipping a freshly brewed tea and reading a newspaper that was on the counter. From his slumped exterior and dark bags forming under his blood shot eyes, Lisbon could tell that he had hardly gotten any sleep last night. In fact he hadn't really slept since he had arrived back from his short stay in prison. They would often go to bed together at around half ten and Lisbon would often drift off into a deep, peaceful sleep just before eleven- however Jane would just lay awake and stare at the ceiling thinking to himself and drowning in his own self pity. She thought that since recent happenings that he would no longer have this vigilante justice system for Red John, but it was still there. She had excepted a long while ago that by being with Jane there would be a lot of challenges in their relationship, but she loved that strange blonde haired consultant so much that she didn't care about the difficulties that lay ahead for them both, instead looked forward to spending the rest of her life with the one and only man she'd ever truly loved. Despite being in love with him she hardly trusted him. It wasn't that he would go off with another woman kind off trust because she knew that he was seriously committed to her and their new found relationship, it was the trust of him ever putting his revenge first or keeping huge secrets from her because of his selfish ways. She knew she was being hypocritical as she too was keeping a huge, life altering secret from him- but she believed she had good intentions to, and she was only keeping it due to her lack of trust in him.

A month ago she had discovered that she was just under two months pregnant, which now made her near her 12 weeks mark that the doctor had said was the 'safety' mark as he had put it. She hadn't told Jane and didn't even know when she planned to as he had often said that kids were not what he wanted, ever since of what happened to his little girl. And even though she knew that his opinions had changed a lot since then, that deep down he didn't want another family. He had Lisbon, but she thought that she was just his reasoning. Something to have, to share and a reason for him to live. Which in actual fact was true but unbeknown to Lisbon, Jane deeply cared for her and loved her even though he knew she deserved a man one hundred percent better than himself. She was his Goddess, his best friend and he would do anything for his brunette beauty as he often called her. And while he would refer to her as his brunette beauty, Lisbon would return the sweet name calling and brand him her blonde babe. She couldn't believe that they had gotten into the annoying soppy habit of pet names, but to be honest she didn't care one bit about being a cliché, in fact she liked being a very loved up couple. They would always go for walks together and spend weekends away. They'd always hold hands and share passionate kisses in public and at home. A day would never go by without the both of them paying compliments to each other or without them discussing everything and anything for hours on end. And because of all this Lisbon felt a huge amount of guilt for hiding something that is every couples dream, but she knew she had good reasons. She felt quite proud of how well she had hidden her pregnancy from everyone especially Jane. I mean you would have thought the great mentalist himself would have figured it out by now but he too like everybody else was oblivious to the fact that Teresa Lisbon was 3 months pregnant. It's not like she was showing just yet, but she did suffer a little from morning sickness and extreme cravings. Jane hadn't yet noticed her morning heaves in the bathroom or her weird obsession with ice cream on toast. He was so blinded by his admiration for her that the thought of a pregnancy never crossed his mind.

"Jane, I'm really concerned, you haven't slept in days", she informed, concern evident in her quite voice.

"I'm fine, I just need to take some pills and it will be top of the morning", he replied, with a fake slightly bad Irish accent.

"For god sake Patrick, you can't shrug everything off like some kind of joke, you have to let things go", she yelled, slightly taken back by her sudden outbreak of anger. She desperately wanted to help him, but she was running out of ways to support him through his tough times. Suddenly she felt a cramp like a tightening knot in the pit of her stomach. She cringed in pain and leaned on the breakfast bar for support.

"Teresa, what's a matter?" he asked, beginning to get really worried about her experience of pain.

"Yes, it's just period cramps", she lied, struggling to come up with believable excuse.

Jane wasn't completely satisfied with her answer but accepted it anyway. He walked over to her and guided her into the living room to sit down for a bit.

"Let me get you some water, do you need any woman stuff?" he asked, asking if she needed any tampons or pads.

"No thanks, I have some", she lied, "Just a glass of water will do", she asked sweetly, as the pain had subsided by now.

"Sure," he smiled, "I may even drop it a few ice cubes", He smiled before leaving and entering the kitchen.

"Oh by the way babe your Mom and Dad left a message, they're dropping round later because they haven't seen you in a while", he shouted from the kitchen.

And at that moment Lisbon swallowed back the bile that threatened to rise at the thought of that sick man being near her again. She hadn't seen her parents since she was in her early twenties and hadn't missed them one bit. She felt bad for her mom as her dad had her brainwashed so much that her mother was unrecognisable and mentally changed. No one knew about how her father truly was, but she had a feeling that if he dared to show up she would expose him for the repulsive monster that he really was.

She was so ashamed of what he had done in the past that she couldn't even tell Jane about his wicked ways. And she certainly didn't want him turning up and ruining her new happiness with Jane, even though it was built on secrets and mistrust…

Ooh next chapter will be updated soon…

Preview.

Lisbon's parents show up and a fight breaks out (between who?) and secrets are revealed!