By Dementia_12
Empathy is a dangerous thing. That's why I chose indifference.
In empathy, you can see yourself where the victim has been. You can identify with them, know their insides because they are yours. If you have the power of empathy in you but also bear a side of maliciousness, this can be a cruel combination. You can play. Exploit. Deceive.
I refused to be that person.
And so I chose indifference.
I know me better than anyone could possible know me. I suppose that's true of anyone. I have a streak of unpredictability. It's volatile with a perverse sense of humour. Unfortunate things can twist a smile from me. A lamentable truth but undeniable all the same. It is just how I am, but I try to control it.
I've never wanted to be this way. At times, I wish I could choose in some extreme fashion to be completely good or completely wicked. Life would be somewhat easier without a battle of ethics inside my brain. Than I could have a foil, someone to battle against who was once my best friend in my childhood. It would be a bittersweet existence I suppose, but I would know what to expect.
If that should happen, I think I would be wicked. The bad guy always seems to be so much more gleeful...or at the very least, they seem to have sex a lot. That'd be cool. But it was always with women and I just couldn't see myself...with women for some reason. Is that weird?
I could be a villain who was always trying to seduce the hero. Leer at him, steal kisses, compliment his undoubtedly tight uniform. Heh. I could get into that. Especially if the hero was Sakuragi Hanamichi.
I could just picture it. Sakuragi crashing through the wall of my secret lair wearing a white and gold outfit, complete with a matching pair of sexy knee-high boots that I'd make him wear in bed someday.
"Stop right, there you evil Kitsune!" he'd yell and pose with his hands on his hips, while I'd try not to snicker.
I'd wear all black, of course. Something really tight that would make him blush and question his sexuality...I should wear something like that to school someday.
But in reality, he would never notice.
Hanamichi's oblivious to my feelings for him because my Superman's got Wonder Woman on his mind.
I have utilized my greatest super power on humanity and it is my impenetrable force field. Unbeknown to mankind, one has created a deep crack in its surface. Until our hero discovers this, this sinister foe will continue to wreak his cold and distant havoc on society.
What will become of Rukawa, the Kitsune of 1000 faces? Will he meet his match in Sakuragi, the Flaming 'Aho?
Alas, we may never know.
~Owari~