Authors Notes- Hey guys, Bitter here with my second story of the day! I wrote this over Christmas dinner…. Procrastination! Although I tried to make it happy (honest!) it turned out to be another sad fan fiction. Sorry, but at least my other one was mildly amusing~!
TheBitterSnow xxx
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"Why do you care?!"
Why do I care? I care because you're the most beautiful person in the world - not just physically, but it's the way that you act - you're just too forgiving, too nice, too kind, too… perfect. I couldn't live without you - you've always been there if I needed you, and I know without you I wouldn't even be alive. How you manage to stay so optimistic amazes me… maybe it's because you think no one notices the scars and the bruises. Maybe it's because you think no body see's the emptiness of your eyes or the way you bite your lip when asked if you're okay. Maybe it's because no body does notice.. No body except me, and even then.. I cannot force myself to admit that you're broken, that I am witnessing you crumbling before me, I refuse to acknowledge that you've changed, that you're simply a ghost of who you used to be.. I know you need help… and I so badly want to help you… but I know how you fake being okay, I know how you'd push me away.. Just like you did with everyone else. You've grown numb to the pain, it is almost a part of normal life.. It saddens me, and I so badly want to take your hand, to hug you and whisper how everything's going to be okay, that we're going to get through it together… but I don't want to make promises, because at this point I don't know if I can save you, and it scares me, how I am watching you corrode, having to watch you fall apart, being forced to hear your silent screams. I want to help you! I want you to let me in, let me support you! So you want to know why I care…. It's difficult to say… you'd call me stupid if I told you this… but I care… I care because I…
"I just do…"