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Standing at the window over looking the grounds of Hogwarts, Hermione Granger sighed sadly. Today was the worst day of her life; the only man that she has ever loved was about to marry someone else. Unable to look at the many wedding guest walking around over the grounds smiling and wishing him the best, she turns from the window and slowly walked over to one of the many chairs in her old common room. Running her hands over her face slowly trying desperately not to cry, she couldn't help but think of all the fun they had here together. Today her sorrow was crushing every happy moment they had shared here together. So in gulfed in her own pain she didn't hear her old headmaster enter the common room.

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?

If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?

If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call

If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

"Ah Hermione dear here you are, Harry and Ron were wondering where you had gotten to" Dumbledore said smiling at her.

Smiling sadly back at her old headmaster Hermione replied, " Sorry Professor Dumbledore I didn't mean to make anyone worry I just needed to think."

I never know what the future brings

But I know you are here with me now

We'll make it through

And I hope you are the one I share my life with

Coming over to sit across from her Ablus Dumbledore took her hands in his and said, " My dear girl call me Albus please you haven't been a student in three years. If there's something you need to talk about I've always been told I am a good listener dear."

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand

If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?

Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

Unable to hold back the pain anymore Hermione let it over take her breaking down into sobs.

Albus began to pat and rub her hands murming, "Get it all out my dear, its not good for you to keep it locket in your heart.

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?

If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?

If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?

If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

Hermione continue to sob for several minutes until her sobs began to subside. Looking at Albus, she whispered shaken, "what am I going to do sir, he's marring someone else, and I love him so much I feel like I'm dieing on the inside."

I don't know why you're so far away

But I know that this much is true

We'll make it through

And I hope you are the one I share my life with

Placing his hand under her chin, he lifted her face up so he could look her in the eyes, and said, "This is another curve in the road, and only he can choose what way to turn. No matter what way we turn in life we always come back to were we belong. Always remember that my dear girl and never lose hope. We make wrong turns, we fall down, but the heart knows were we belonging. It just takes time for it to get the rest of us to listen. Always listen to your heart dear Hermione and you will make all the right turns in life no matter how much it frightens you. Sometimes the biggest leap you can make is the one your heart makes."

And I wish that you could be the one I die with

And I pray in you're the one I build my home with

I hope I love you all my life

Smiling sadly at Dumbledore, Hermione says " Thank you sir, I know what I need to do." Getting up and walking over to a table she grabs a piece of parchment and a quill and begins the letter that would change her life. Finishing the letter Hermione quickly folded it and handed it to Dumbledore.

"Could you please give this to him, sir?" She said a stray tear falling down her cheek.

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand

If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am

Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

"Yes dear, but first are you listening to your heart or your head?" Albus asked

Looking in his eyes Hermione says, " In the end sir, no matter how much I love him, he doesn't love me. Because I do love him the only thing I can do is to walk away and let him go."

Watching her walk towards the passageway out of the common room, Albus called after her, "Fear dear girl, do not hide behind it, and mistake it for something it isn't. Love is so hard to come by, but fear will make us make mistakes and pick the wrong turn, will you allow fear to guide you both?"

Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away

And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand
today

'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right

With out turning she said, " Love will ripe my soul apart, if I stay. I can't bear to watch them together. I just can't." with that she was gone.

And though I can't be with you tonight

And know my heart is by your side

Albus Dumbledore slowly walked from the common room, he had thought they could put all the pain behind them with the death of the Voldemort, yet his brave children, would never destroy the pain until they let the fear go and listen to there hearts. Reaching the steps of Hogwarts he walked over the grounds in search of the groom. He had a letter to deliver.

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand

If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am

Is there any way that I could stay in your arms

CHAPTER ONE-PART 2

Today he was getting married, his mind was plagued with doubts, fear
and uncertainty. He been searching for his best friend for an hour,
she was his rock, she would make him feel better, she would make him
realize that he was being foolish and there was nothing to doubt, or
fear. His Hermione, always made him feel better, whenever he was
troubled about a decision he was making, she would calm him down. Now
if he could only find were she had wondered to.

Albus watched as Harry searched the crowds of guest looking for his
best friend. Sadly he knew that this letter in his hand would
devastate the young man. Yet maybe just maybe it would show him his
true path, the one his heart was afraid to go down. Calling out to
Harry, Albus hoped he was right.

Hearing his name being called he turn and saw Albus Dumbledore walking
toward him. Harry smiles and started to walk towards the old
headmaster.

Coming to a stop in front of Harry , Albus felt sad for this young man
he has already loss so much, he could feel Harry's doubts about the
wedding. He could only pray that the letter in his hand would make him
see the truth hidden in his heart.

"Harry my boy , Hermione ask that I give this to you." Albus said
trying to mask his sadness.

Looking at the letter Dumbledore was handing him and looking at the
older mans face , Harry could feel panic gripping him. "Thank you sir,
but why didn't Hermione give this to me?"

"I can't tell you that my boy but the letter will. I'll leave you
alone to read it." Dumbledore said turning slowly and walking away.

No longer watching to see if Dumbledore was standing with him Harry,
slowly began to walk to the tree near the lake were Ron, Mione, and he
would go during school.

Sitting down on the ground Harry's eyes never left the letter in his
hands . His whole body was shaken, Harry knew that what ever this
letter said it couldn't be good if His Mione couldn't say it to him in
person. Pulling at the seal on the back of the letter he slowly open
it and begin to read.

Dearest Harry,

I have tried to find the words since the day you told me that
you were getting married to put my feelings together yet I find I
can't. My heart won't let me. You and Ron are my life, you're all I
have left, and even though I do love Ron, its you that I love more.
You always needed me more then Ron did, but that's just it I needed
you just as much. A wise person told me that I should let my heart
lead me to the right path I need to take in life. That's just it Harry
my heart is broken, how can I follow something that is being rip to
pieces everyday I 'm near you. Everyday for the past nine years I have
waited until it was my turn, today I realized it will never be my
turn. You are marrying someone else and I have lost you forever. My
heart is not strong enough to stay by your side and watch you love
someone else, when in my heart I know it should be me. She will be
your wife, she will bare your children, and she has stolen all my
dreams. Loving you is what got me thru my parent's deaths and the war.
Dreaming of being your wife, giving you children, growing old with you
by my side those were my dreams. Now those dreams are empty and haunt
me, every day. I wake in the morning and you are my first thought and
when I turn the light off at night and climb into bed alone you are my
last thought, you fill my dreams, my hopes and you will until the day
I die. Harry I've never been good at telling people how I feel, but I
can't, not put to words this over whelming feeling that grips my soul
when I'm near you. I love you Harry James Potter, you have filled me
with hope, pride and had you not been there with me thru the years I
would have been lost in the haze of nothingness. You have been there
for me everyday for nine years , and it breaks my heart in two to know
that if I stay the pain of you marring Lavender will kill me. I'm so
sorry Harry , but I can't stand by your side today, and watch my
dreams die. I don't know when I'll be back or where I'll go but know
that as much as I love you my sweet Harry, I not strong enough to hear
you say I do to someone else. Please forgive me.

Love always,
Mione.

Unable to stop the tears from falling Harry clutches the letter to his
heart and silently sobs.

There's another world inside of me that you may never see.

There's secrets in this life that I can't hide.

Somewhere in this darkness there's a life that I can't find.

Maybe it's too far away or maybe I'm just blind, maybe I'm just
blind

He was a fool, his heart was screaming at him that he was a fool. How
could he have never seen that he had her love. Why now when it was to
late , he was about to marry Lavender. His head was telling him to get
up and get married ,yet his heart was telling him to run to find her,
to find his Mione. Wiping his eyes Harry stood and turned coming face
to face with his other best friend .

"Ron." Harry said .

Looking at Harry , Ron noticed the tear trails on his face and said, "
You alright mate?"
So hold me when I'm here right me when I'm wrong.

Hold me when I'm scared and love me when I'm gone.

Everything I am and everything in me

Wants to be the one you wanted me to be.

I'll never let you down even if I could.

I'd give up everything if only for your good.

Glancing down at the letter in his hands , Harry folded it and slid it
in his robes. " I not sure what I am Ron." Harry said truthfully.

Looking at his friend , Ron began to fidget.

Harry noticed that ,Ron seemed out of sorts. "Ron is there something
you want to say?" he asked.

Looking at Harry , Ron took a deep breath and replied, " No, I mean
yes."

So hold me when I'm here right me when I'm wrong.

You can hold me when I'm scared but you won't always be
there,

So love me when I'm gone, love me when I'm gone

When your education x-ray cannot see under my skin.

I won't tell you a damn thing that I could not tell my
friends

Smiling sadly Harry replied " Well which is it?"

"Harry , I , you know I would never do anything to hurt you right"

"Oh course Ron, you're my best friend , you're like a brother to me."

" Right." Ron said turning from Harry. "Well you see Harry its like
this, I , well I didn't mean for it to happen and I thought I was over
it but I'm not and well I."

"Ron spit it out this day has already begun to become trying , I
really don't think I want to have to pull teeth to get what ever it is
your trying to say out."

Now roaming through this darkness I'm alive but I'm alone.

Part of me is fighting this but part of me is gone.

So hold me when I'm here right me when I'm wrong.

Hold me when I'm scared and love me when I'm gone.

" Right then, I 'm in love with Lavender, I'm sorry, Harry . I never
meant for this to happen."

Instead of getting angry like Ron had thought , Harry started laughing
so hard he had to sit back down on the ground.

"Harry , have you lost it mate I just told you I love the woman your
about to marry. Why aren't you flipping out." Ron sad franticly.

Threw laughter Harry replied. "Ron if you had told me an hour ago I
would have beaten the tar out of you but know, I don't think the
Voldemort showing up wanting to be the flower girl would surprise me."

Everything I am and everything in me.

Wants to be the one you wanted me to be,

Ill never let you down even if I could.

I'd give up everything if only for your good

Ron blanched white " Don't say that Harry."

The look on Ron's face Harry burst out laughing again.

"Ron sit down we need to talk," Harry said trying to control the
laughter.

Moving to sit on the ground next to Harry , Ron pulled at the grass.

Watching his friend pulling at the grass trying not to look at him
Harry knew what he had to do.

So hold me when I'm here right me when I'm wrong

You can hold me when I'm scared, you won't always be there,

So love me when I'm gone.

(Maybe I'm just blind)

"Ron dos she loves you too?" Harry asked looking out over the lake.

Not able to look at Harry , he replied "yes."

"Well then you'll need this won't you." Harry said placing a ring box
into Ron's hands.

Shocked Ron, couldn't believe this Harry just gave him the wedding
ring he had bought for Lavender.

"Harry , I are you sure?" Ron asked his face filled with hope.

"Ron, I've very sure." Harry said standing up holding his hand out .

Grabbing Harry's out stretched hand Ron stood up . Smiling Ron pulled
Harry into a hug.

" Thank you Harry, for understanding."

"You have nothing to thank me for Ron. I should thank you , had I
married the wrong witch today I would have ruined four lives."

So hold me when I'm here right me when I'm wrong.

Hold me when I'm scared and love me when I'm gone.

Everything I am and everything in me,

Wants to be the one you wanted me to be.

Ron nodded, and both young men begin the walk back up to where the
wedding guests were getting restless.

Once Harry got everyone's attention he informed them all that there
was going to be a small change in grooms. Most everyone knew why but
others began to whisper, speculating the reason. Molly cried thru the
whole ceremony.

Harry had said his goodbyes to Ron and Lavender. Lavender crying ,
keep thanking Harry for understanding. Harry just hug her and said he
understood.

I'll never let you down even if I could.

I'd give up everything if only for your good.

So hold me when I'm here right me when I'm wrong.

You can hold me when I'm scared, you won't always be there.

So love me when I'm gone, love me when I'm gone.

Walking away from the reception Harry couldn't help but wonder where
she was.

"I believe you will find her at a park near her parents home." Albus
said coming to stand next to Harry.

Turning to look at Dumbledore, Harry grabbed the old man and hugged
him and in a blink was gone.

Well I was going to finish this tonight, but it's getting late and I
do have work in the morning so for now, I have to stop . Stay tuned
tomorrow night for the final scene . Will Harry and Hermione, finally
get together or will someone else come between these star-crossed
lovers?

When I'm gone is by 3 doors down.