One for the Money...
The problem wasn't about her, it was me. I was the one that caused all of this…
Her breathing hard and labored panted in my ear. Her purple painted finger nails dug into my shoulders, tugging… my flesh prickled every little millimeter those painted nails traveled my flesh hot and covered in sweat. "Come on baby, just a bit more," I panted pausing only to kiss her ear before continuing.
She wanted to be a doctor, y'know, and she was so close, before meeting me. Before this…
"Beelzebub!" She hissed my name in passion.
"Sakuya," my voice hitched as my stomach clenched. My arms buckled and gave way. Her legs still clenched my hips in place, flush against hers. I've never had someone love me, let alone like the way she loves me. It was sad really.
She deserves far better than me, yet her she is, with her white head of hair, ice blue eyes and white marble skin. She reminded me of the moon… her and her beauty, it was captivating really.
"I love you," her voice purred, her naked arms encircling me.
"I love you more," I thought, my pride would not allow me to utter such emotion. A curse really…
That wasn't the first night I refused to wear rubber, but that was that was the date of conception, I only found out later that she had stopped taking her pills. I didn't even know she was pregnant in till I found the test in the garbage one fateful morning.
"You never told me," I hissed, turning my green eyes to her ice blue ones.
"You never listened." That was the only thing she needed to say, her body said the rest as she turned her back to me. Completely disregarding me. It was then when I realized how scared she really was, "I don't know what to do."
My arms encircled her shoulders as I placed a kiss behind her ear, "Keep going to school, I'll take care of this mess. I promise."
And I will take care of everything... anything for my lovely Sakuya.
M.B.C.R says: Hello my dears, this is just a short little thing. I may add the whole... "happy family" scene at a later date, but in till then enjoy my angsty writings. :P