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It was wrong for her to feel this way. She was clearly confused, homosexuality was a sin. But as Becky watched Jenna play her guitar and sing she couldn't find it in her to care.
Jenna was gorgeous, like an angel sent down to heaven to tempt. It was like Eve and the apple, Jenna was her forbidden fruit, her biggest sin.
Lust, the snake it was, lead her over to her friend and forced her to sit down next to her.
"Do you want to come over tonight? My parents are out and Luke has hokey and I don't want to be alone tonight."
"Sure," Jenna said with a beautiful smile and a toss of her golden hair. "I'll bring a movie."
"Awesome!" Becky squealed and clapped her hands with delight.
Jenna and Becky had quickly forgotten about the science fiction movie Jenna had brought and had begun to play Monopoly. The game had been ongoing for a few hours, Becky winning by a drastic amount of money and property.
"So what's it like," Becky asked rolling the dice and moving her top hat piece six spots.
"What's what like?" Jenna asked, snatching the dice up from the board.
"Having sex," Becky asked her voice a bit timid.
Jenna puffed her cheeks, stunned by the question as her hand with the hundred dollar bill hovered over the board. "Well," she said, shifting in her spot on the floor uncomfortably as Becky took the money, "the first time hurt, but then it became nice, and after a while sex became fun and pleasurable. It just felt really good to have, you know?"
Becky nodded, and bit her lip.
"It's okay to want to have sex, Becks, its normal. And besides, take it from somebody who knows, marriage is never the end all."
Becky gave Jenna a sympathetic look. The poor girl had gone through so much, a divorce, a baby, her parents not being around. Becky couldn't even imagine what life for Jenna was like.
"When did they divorce?" Becky asked.
"I was a just a baby when they split up," Jenna said, rolling the dice.
Becky placed her hand over Jenna's and the two girls made eye contact. Suddenly she leaned in closer and her lips captured Jenna's.
"Whoa!" Jenna said, breaking the kiss first, backing away a bit, her face confused and her blue eyes wide as she fingered her lips.
Becky's face grew red and her own blue eyes filled with tears. What had she done?
"I'm so sorry! Jenna – oh, God, what did I do?" she said as she began to cry.
"Hey, it's okay, really, I was just shocked that you kissed me." Jenna said, going over to Becky's side of the table and comforted her. "I honestly don't care."
"But I do," Becky wailed, covering her face with her hands sobbing harder. "Jenna, homosexuality is a sin! I just sinned!"
"No you didn't!" Jenna protested, "Becky, it's okay if you like girls!"
Becky glared at Jenna through her tears.
"I. Don't. Like. Girls." She said through clenched teeth.
Jenna quirked an eyebrow, "Then why did you kiss me?"
"Because I – I –" Becky bit her lip and slumped in defeat, tears rolling slowly down her red cheeks. "I guess I'm going to Hell," she said with a bitter sigh.
Jenna rolled her eyes, "I guess I am, too."
"What? No, Jenna, of course you're not!"
"Well if you're going to Hell for liking me, then I'm going to Hell for liking you." Jenna said with a smiled, bumping Becky's shoulder.
"You like me?" Becky asked cautiously, wiping her eyes with the back of her hand.
"Yeah, a lot, actually," Jenna said smiling at her.
"Then I guess Hell won't be so bad if you're there with me." Becky said, planting another kiss onto Jenna's lips.
Author's Note: Beckenna! Oh man the ending was so corny, and it was inspired by the quote from Sailor Moon when Sailor Nepturn and Sailor Uranus die. Hope you enjoyed and please leave a review, I'd love you for always if you did!