A/N: Hey guys! A new fanfiction started, but don't worry I'm not giving up on my others. Promise.
Disclaimer: I do not own bleach.
"Gin! Gin!" It was no use, he continued to fade into the blackness. Why did he always run away? Why did he always leave me behind? "Gin! Please! Take me with you!" I felt the tears roll down my face, and could not think of anything to stop him. "Gin!"
I shot up, screaming his name and tears falling down my face. It was always like this, it had always been that way. I would always have that dream every time he left me alone. This time it was for good though, I knew it. Everyone else thought he had died, and I knew better. He was just not there. I could never, and had never been able to understand why he never took me with him. He knew I would follow him, and maybe that's why he didn't ask. My heart hurt without him around. He was my best friend. He was my light, and had been since the day he found me. I hit my fist against the couch I was sitting on.
"You know it's not nice to hit other people's things." He said to me. I turned to find my captain doing paper work.
"Sorry" I mumbled. He looked up from a paper into my eyes and I turned my head because I couldn't stand for anyone to find what was there. "Rangiku I'm sorry for your loss, but one day the pain will go away."
I glared at him. "What the hell do you know?" I snapped. His eyes when wide with shock, and then they turned sad. My breath caught and I felt bad. I had hope, because I knew Gin was out there somewhere. Momo was not. My captain would never see her again. He thought he understood because he thought Gin was dead too, but maybe I was the one not understanding. What would I have done if Gin had really died?
My captain's best friend, and crush had died. By his own hand, and I didn't know how he dealt with that. It was a mistake, but everyone knew that it was not that simple. He would always blame himself. Aizen was a horrible person. At that thought I smiled for a second, because he had not gotten to Gin like I thought he had.
"I'm Sorry." I said knowing that it wouldn't help.
"Just get up and go do some work." He said returning to his paper work. I got up from the couch and left the room. If I stayed here I might as well be my captain. If I stayed in the Society I would lose all my hope, because Gin wasn't going to come back here. I would have to go and find him myself. I knew it. And I wanted too. Without Gin there was nothing to hold me here. My friends were nothing compared to the love I felt for that man. I needed him. I wanted him. I loved him. I would find him. I will leave here.
So that night with a note, my uniform, and badge on my captain's desk I left to find him.
'Just wait Gin, I'm coming.'