Author's jibberish: Hey! :D
Okay, give me a moment to spazz about how cute Kames is! Did ya'll see the hug Kendall gave James on Figure it out? Anyways, I hope you'll enjoy the story.
Disclaimer: Why do you even ask? Yeh, Big Time Rush doesn't belong meeee…. Okay, seriously, get on with the story.
The boy sits by himself on the curb of the streets, teardrops on the road. He looks around, and asks, why can't I be beautiful like all those other boys? A tall boy with pretty hazel eyes comes up to him, and tries to take his hand.
He shrinks away because; an angel like that boy shouldn't have to touch dirt like him. He lowers his blonde head in shame as those hazel eyes bore into him. He is ugly, ugly, ugly.
The boy walks to school,
Gravel and dust is stuck onto his clothes, and his body. He hears the girls laugh, because he is fat, fat, fat.
He runs into the bathroom, looking into the mirror. He is disgusted by what he sees. On his knees, he throws up everything in him. They are all angels, beautiful and perfect.
He wants to scream at the pangs in his stomach, but he bites his lips. If he wants to be perfect, like all those beautiful, beautiful angels, he cannot eat.
He cannot see his rail thin frame, his ribs sticking out painfully. He cannot see the hallow cheekbones, and those dead green eyes. He cannot see that he is skin and bones.
Every day, he looks around and wants to punch himself. He is not perfect like all those other boys yet, because he ate that piece of bread at home dead in the night.
But he was so, so hungry.
He lies on the floor, bent over in pain. The hunger shoots through him, razor sharp. He feels pathetic, pathetic, pathetic.
He inches down the stairs, and sees a bowl of soup. He drinks it all and stares at the empty, empty bowl.
He is sick, so, so sick. The soup makes its way up his throat, and into the toilet bowl. He watches and tries to get it all out of him.
He cannot see that he is already perfect.
He looks around and wonders when he can be an angel, like all those other boys.
Author's jibberish (Again): Hope you liked it! :D Review and see you on the next chapter… Hopefully O.o….