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Written in Damon's POV
I see you. I see you standing right there, right in front of me, a few feet away, yet so far apart, this distance between us might as well be a physical entity, a barrier most likely, separating the two of us. I see you, and the human heart still present in this vampire body flutters with feelings that I wish I wished I didn't have. I see your eyes, those beautiful eyes full of deep thoughts, pure emotions and sheer joy. I see your eyes shining with love, but not for me. Your eyes never seek me, your eyes never search for me, your eyes never find me, and the human heart still present in this vampire body flutters with feelings that I wish I wished I didn't have.
I see you. I see the smile that's on your lips, the smile that I long to catch a glimpse of. You won't believe how long I have stared at you to catch just a glimpse of it. I see that beautiful smile on your lips, and the light it showers on my world drives away some of the darkness hidden in the depths of my mind. You smile, and I'm the one who starts feeling happy. Now that's a rare feeling in my life (and the time after that). After all, I'm probably the most dangerous creature you'd ever meet. And yet, the human heart present in this vampire body flutters with feelings that I wish I wished I didn't have.
There's something special about you. Something unique, something magical, something that I can't define by placing a name on it. There's something about you that always draws me in. At first, I thought it was your resemblance to her, but now…. Sigh. But now, with every determined word exploding from the tip of your tongue, with the fiery passion that I see in you every time you are fighting for something that you believe in, the human heart present in this vampire body flutters with feelings that I wish I wished I didn't have.
You never loved me. You never even gave me a chance. I never got an opportunity to show you what it would have been there if we were together. Life is so unfair! I never got a chance to show you how much happier you would have been. All I could do was stand by your side every time you needed me and protect you from every possible harm. All I could do was put you above everyone else and everything else and not give a damn about what happened to me and the rest of the world.
All I could do was let the human heart present in this vampire body flutter with feelings that I wish I wished I didn't have.
A/N: I like writing these kind of angst fics a lot. I hope you liked reading it. Please review :) thanks for reading :)