Chapter One:Decision
"Beastboy, I love. I really do and you know that!" Raven explained in desperation. She knew this conversation wouldn't end pretty. "Raven, I know that. Of course I do, but I can't just leave Terra hanging. You know I still have feelings for her." Yes this was true, but he couldn't admit to Raven that he also has feelings for her aswell. "Beastboy, I understand and respect that. I trully do, but she betrayed us." "Yeah, but she also apologized." "Don't forget that she broked your heart atleast three times. I fear that she would do the same again." This time, Raven actually thought that she would change his mind. Unfortunatly, it didn't. Beastboy was in such a sticky situation. He had never had two girls fight over him, though he didn't find this surprising because he always thought he was good looking. "Raven, Terra has changed. She isn't the same person you thought she was. I'm sure of it." "But Beastboy, you said that she didn't remember you, any of us. How can she suddendly just fall in love with you. She even told you to move on" Raven kept stopping herself from hesitating everytime it was her turn to speak. " Maybe she didn't forget, maybe she just pretended and decided to change her mind." Beastboy for sure just wanted this conversation to end. Some part of him probably told him that this wasn't going to end any sooner. "So it took her about a year to change her mind and decide that she wanted to play superhero again. This doesn't feel right. How can we truly trust her again." Raven started to reply harsher. "We can, you shouldn't worry." Beastboy tried responding back calmly, in hopes of calming Raven. "Or unless you're super jealous." Beastboy said with a smirk plastered on his face. "Perhaps I am, but I'm just telling you for your own good." Beastboy had lost the smirk and replaced it with a huge scowl. "Since when did you started deciding what's good and what's not for me." "Since I started caring for you, and that was always. Since I first met you. I know that I have been mean to you at times, but that wasn't your fault. It was mine. So I'm sorry for all those times. I'm sorry for arguing with you right now." Beastboy noticed that she was starting to calm herself, so he decided to cool his grip aswell. " I forgive you, I'm sorry too. I just want to make things clear. Like I said before, I don't want to leave Terra hanging because it doesn't feel right. Terra and I can start all over and have a better relationship then the one before." Raven had felt really uncomfortable and had token some time for herself to decide on what to say next. "So I guess you won't be considering 'Us', You are just going to chose Terra." "I'm afraid so." " And are you sure there won't be an 'Us' in our future, at all?" " I guess not, I don't want to sound harsh, I just want you to understand." Raven was shattered when she heard all of this from Beastboy, She tried to hide her urge to cry so she could prove to Beastboy that she completly understood. That was a lie of course, but she didn't wish to argue any longer. " I understand." She walked out of his room, leaving him behind. He did noticed that she was devasted with his decision. He also was at the verge of tears, but he thought that his decision was the right thing. Was he really doing the right thing? Only he could find out.