Midnight Lies OOC Rx I truly don't know

"Time is swift, It races by

Opportunities are born and die…

Still you wait and will not try-

A bird with wings who dares not rise and fly.

~A.A. Mine

Forever young,

I want to be forever young

Do you really want to live forever?

Forever and ever

Forever young I want to be

Forever young

Do you really want to live forever?

Forever, forever

-Young Forever Jay-Z

Chapter 1 Young Forever

Choices…Choices…Choices. The words repeat in my head until my eyes flutter open.

I shoot up out of bed hitting my head on the damned headboard again. What the fuck? I clutch onto my head and carefully sit up. The board is broken again and now we have to get a new one. I really wish I wasn't so strong. I hop off of my bed looking out of the window at the rarity of the weather. It's strangely sunny which pisses me off because if I was a real vampire then I could stay home from school but no…Renesmee has to be different and original and rare but I'm not even supposed to exist. Vampires can't have children but my fucked up parents always seem to find a loophole a way around the system.

I grab my towel and tiptoe over to my shower. This is the only damned place to think what with vampires wanting to know your every move. I jump in the shower washing my hair with the grape shampoo that I just started using and squirt some into my hands. The soapy lather makes me giggle. I loved being a child. So carefree. So ignorant.

I step out of the shower and hear murmurs from my parents. What else are they trying to keep from me? I wonder. Usually I tend to ignore things like that but I felt a strange urge to know what was going on so I silently pressed my ear to hear little bits of the conversation. It sounded like my mom was angry and my dad wanted to convince her of something, but what?

I think of Korean Sign Language and strain even further to decipher the whole conversation.

"But Sweetheart…" My father started. He always did have a way with words. Even thought he was a vampire just one look could have you in a trance and mom was no exception to that. She was just as transfixed by him as were all the humans.

"NO okay. She has a right to know. Who are we to deny her the truth?" She said her voice laced with a bit of venom.

"We aren't having this discussion today Isabella."

"We will have this discussion today Edward." mom said growling. It was silent for a bit until mom sighed.

"I understand your intentions Edward but Renesmee's not a baby. She's a big girl and can make her own choices in life so don't take her choice in choosing her pathway in life. You can only guide her and hope for the best."

Look at my mom getting all philosophical and shit. I don't talk like that but that must be how they talked in the 1900's I guess. I remember them telling me of their encounters as a couple.

My mom was Italian-which explains her name- and my dad was from Chicago. They both lived there as kids and they both got sick. My dad's father died before his mom did (Elizabeth and Edward Masen) while my moms parents (Renee and Charlie Swan) were both dead the day of Elizabeth's death. Then Grandpa Carlisle who was born in the 1600's changed mom and dad at 17 and 18. They say the rest is history witch is bull because they were just being evasive which pissed me off.

"Renesmee deserves to know Edward." and the clanging of pots were the only sound in the house.

What were they talking about? And what did I deserve to know? Are they keeping something from me?

Parents…

So this is my first try at a Renesmee story and I want to really here what you think.

I just have a few things regarding me and this story.

I will NOT abandon this story AT ALL!!!

In every chapter there will be a Quote and Song because I wrote it and these songs should be listened to get it.

If anyone can guess why I called it 'Midnight Lies' you get a preview of next chapter and a virtual Edward cookie

PLEASE TELL YOUR FRIENDS AND AUTHORS TO READ THIS This is my story that I would love to get reviews and questions and constructive criticism Heck you can even bash it but please!!! This is short but It will get longer. Next chapter shows an interesting character or two but to find out review. I get off of my lazt bum and type!